A Walk To Remember || Jikook

Chapter 15: If Only

Jungkook's POV

I think i need to go the restroom, my head hurts.. Aish this what happens when i drunk to much.. Maybe all of people are like this not just me.

I opened the door of the restroom and i wash my face with some water "Jungkook?" i heard Taehyung's voice.

Then he came in his really drunk.. I think he need to sleep "C'mon, let's sleep" i said but "No! Stay here my baby~"

*Sigh "Let's g-" i didn't finished my words..

When he just kissed me.. "Jungkook ah~" i can feel his lips..

No i- i don't want too

N-no "No!" i said then i pushed him away.. "Aww!" oh no maybe i pushed him to much.

I pull him to me but he pushed me away too "Jungkook! Why are you like this! Pushing me away! We're boyfriends!"

No Taehyung no.. "Do you still love me? Or do you love Jimin?!"

My heart just beat fast.. When he said Jimin's name..

"Look Tae i-"

"No! Answer my question! I know it all! I've been looking at you at the party and i know that your jealous of Jimin and his Fiancèe!" he said while crying.. I can't deny it.. Coz it's true.

"After what happened to you and that Jimin! Your acting strange! Your not the Jungkook i met! You-" i didn't finished him "Yes! I really am not! Coz you don't know my life! You don't know me well! You don't know who i really love!"

And i don't know too.. I don't know what's in my past! I need to know!!!

"I know! I know who your love! It's Jimin! I can see it in your eyes! Even if you kept saying me! It's not! You really love Jimin! you.. You love him and no- not me" his crying..

Is it my fault that i love Jimin? Is it my fault that i want my past back? Is it my fault that i don't love Taehyung anymore?!

Is it me?! "Yes Taehyung.. I love him.. I really love him.." after i said that he walked out crying..

Tae i'm so sorry.. I didn't mean too.. I slowly sat down at the floor crying alone here..

When Jimin hugged me when and he said that don't leave him and stay by his side..

I felt like i love him so much.. I don't know what happened in the past.. But when i just saw him like that i just felt love..
And now Jimin has Lindsay.. Hmm.. It so damn hurting..

If only i didn't lost my memories.. I wouldn't hurt Taehyung..

I'm sorry..

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Jimin's POV

It's morning already? I open my eyes then i saw Lindsay who is sleeping at the floor.. Oh no.. It's cold yesterday..

I can't carry her she's heavy.. "Lindsay wake up! It's already morning" i said while shaking her shoulder "Jimin? Ohh.. Are you okay now?!" she said then she hug me..

"What are you talking about? Yes i'm okay" i said with a smile

I am really okay.. really okay..

"Hmm.. Okay, let see the others if they are awake" she said..

They are all awake but Taehyung is not here "Hey where's Taehyung?" i said to Jin hyung maybe he knows..

"I don't know.. I think he already left?" maybe..

"Aish my head really hearts!" Suga hyung said "So sorry guys.. I didn't mean to-" Hobi hyung didn't finish her "It's alright.. Don't be sorry it's normal.. Bcozzzzz this Yoongi! Drunk so much!" he said..

"Ohh.. You two are cute" she said..

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"So guys? Don't you want to stay here for a while?" Namjoon hyung said..

"Nah.. We have alot of things to do" Hobi hyung said..

"Okey guys on.. Me and Jin are just going for some shopping bcoz he said so" shopping?

"What?! Bcoz i said so?!" Jin hyung said with a cross arms.

"Let's just go guys.. We don't want to see this two fight" Hobi hyung said then we go on

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Jungkook's POV

I'm here now at my Condo.. Alone.. As always..

I still remember the time when Jimin hyung said that he loved me.. Is he saying that to me?

Yeah think so... And i also remember when he said that i loved Chocolate icecream.. And he said that we have alot of memories in the park.

And when we are hugging.. The feeling that can never be compared.

When i'm hugging him it's like i don't want to let it go.

And i also remember Taehyung.. when we first met i am so shy..

I took my earphones and wear it then i play some music..

If only i can know what happened to me and Jimin.

And Taehyung didn't get hurt bcoz of me..

If only i can love Jimin without remembering anything..

If only i can be with him..

A/N: Hope guys like it😁

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