[On-going] The Gay Heartthrob

Chapter 16: It's You!

My head hurts and my visions stirred as my eyes opened.

"Seungji are you okay?" Miso asked.
"No..."
Miso...I stared at her face,
I whimpered something's registering in my brain...

"Haha girls look! She have 30,000 won!"

"Don't get that.."

"Why? Will you fight back!"

I simply shook my head the tears pouring out of my eyes...

"Loser!"

"Why are you doing this to me?" I yelled.
"Because I am Park Miso, the Queen,"

"Miso...." She frowned.
"What is it?"

I saw Miso gulped...and shook her head maybe she's in disbelief,tears drooled down her now red face too.

"You came in the point of suicide?"she asked in disbelief while I nodded as tears streamed down my eyes...

"Gosh Seungji!"That's all she can say her lips quiver and her arms embraced me tightly breaking down heavily...I chuckled humorlessly.

"It seems like your the victim the way you react,"I commented.

So that's why she reacted like that? She knew it in the first place?

" Miso, haven't I told you before that I'm bullied but because of depression I forgot the face? "I asked and Miso gulped.
"Yeah,"
My gaze darkened
"Tell me the truth Miso,"
She gulped again
"Seungji! There's nothing I should tell you,"There she goes lying more.
" I already remembered her face,
Miso you're the one who bullied me,"The tears started steaming down my face.
"Seungji...I'm sorry,"
"No! You lied! You must've told me in the first place! Why did you lied Miso?" My voice cracked.
"I don't know how to tell you, I'm scared you'll hate me, Seungji I don't mean to hide it,I swear I regret it" Miso's voice held regret.
"No, you lied in the first place I won't believe you anymore,"
I get up from bed and started running away.

"Seungji-yah!"
I didn't listen, how could she do this to me? Where will I even stay now? At the dorm? But I don't wanna be there anymore.
I sat on the bench frowning.

1:00 PM, the sun shines bright and burning but I ignored it.

"What will I do now?" I asked my self until my hand fell on my belly.

"Baby, what will I do?" Tears started pouring out my eyes.
I took the phone in my hand and dialled Jinru's number but he didn't pick up.

So I just texted.
"Meet me at the park at 6 PM"
I don't know if he will come but I'm trying my luck.
I just sit there until I noticed it's getting dark so I went in the park and hide behind a tree.
Somehow I feel hope when Jinru is in the bench.
I look at myself I bring nothing but a small purse.

Thankfully I got money, my phone, my credit card, and the notebook. The shit notebook.

I took one last look at my list...
Only one is left undone and I'm doing that tonight...

1.Be friends✔
2.know each other✔
3.Make him trust you✔
4.Act like his hero✔
5.Be his ideal type✔
6.Introduce him to your parents and friends✔
7.Seduce him✔
8.Do his biggest fantasy✔
9.Do something that no one have ever did for him✔
10.Say I love you