I know that'll never be me;
The girl you most loved;
The woman you wanted to have;
The smile pulling on your lips;
Whenever she comes out of it;
I know it's not for me;
But I love the sight of it;
It's like the sun in a cloudy sky;
A shot of adrenaline;
through a cardiac arrest;
An ember in the ashes;
A streak of color on white paper;
So even though I hurt;
I want you to continue;
Tell me how much you love her;
Tell me how much you care;
Maybe at the end of the day;
Someone will dare;
Talk about me the way;
You do with her and it would be fair;
Rose is untouchable;
I'm just disposable;
But remember me when all is fine;
The girl who loved you despite her flaws;
The immature little one who wanted space;
In your heart crowded with thorns;
Left over from when she left you forlorn.
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Dalliance ➵ poems
Poetry❝𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙤 𝙬𝙚 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙤𝙣 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙫𝙚𝙨?❞ All poems written by chantal//cinnamoniall-