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3rd person view(chap. 71)

How could Jungwoo describe his current situation?Agonizing.He loves Doyoung with all his being,but he obviously isn't over Lucas,maybe he even loves him still.

Here's the thing with love.
Love is a very complex thing that everyone puts a different meaning to.Some people will say love is pain.Some,love is trust.Pleasure,trust,comfort.But a normal human should know love is all of those.
So when you think love is a very simple word,you should probably bite your tounge and think again.
It's the word with the most meanings out there.It can be love from family,friends or a significant other,your lover.Yet the last one is the hardest to find,or either more,keep.

So Jungwoo only now thinks about what he loves those two individuals as.
Of course,he didn't ask that himself.
Sicheng:"what do you love them as?There is a very wide reason to love someone Jungwoo.And you can't get hate for something your heart chose.If you still love Doyoung,you should fight for his love or try to move on...but if you love Lucas,it's a pretty simple answer to that.So...tell us"
Jungwoo:"I don't know.The moment I first saw Doyoung I knew he was trustworthy.That if I was sad,he could make me happy....but I just can't make myself hard again....not with him...it's just...the first few times were amazing,but now...I guess our love just faded..."
Mark:"so what did you feel with Lucas?"
Jungwoo:"oh...well he makes me blush all the time.Like,after we broke up and then when he apologized,I couldn't stop thinking about him.Call me crazy but I even still loved him after we broke up from that toxic relationship..."
Taeil:"Jungwoo the decision is yours to make.With the help of those two answers,you can try and chose.It will make things easier for your heart and mind"
Jungwoo:"Taeil I really think you and Doyoung should go back together.He's so uptight and serious.He is goofy from time to time but with you he likes to let loose so much more.You two complete each other"
Taeil:"Jungwoo.If you do still love Doyoung,it will only give the trouble of choosing between two people to him"
Jungwoo:"I love Lucas....I love him.I do love him.I'm in love with him.He.He's the one I need in my life.He is my soulmate"
Mark:"then go get your man Woo"
Jungwoo:"not today.Not like this.He has to ask me out.But I can't go out this day.I'm a mess."
Taeil:"can I go to Doyoung's Woo?Is it okay with you?I just...really need to speak to him"
Jungwoo:"speak to him tomorrow.I need your support hyung.You're my teddy bear.You make me happy.All my worries just...dissapear"
Taeil:"no problem Jungwoo.I'll stay here for you."
Jungwoo:"thank you"

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Doyoung:"why is so much of your here"
Johnny:"dude.You're always there for us when we're sad.It's time to return the favor"
Jeno:"and we need you to get with Taeil"
Hyuck:"my favorite hyung is being passed on to Doyoung and I don't think I'm ready for this"
Taeyong:"oh shut it Hyuck.They're like,perfect together."
Doyoung:"yeah....we actually are.But I don't want to talk to him...."
Ten:"you take your time hon.It's all your choice.It's your life.Own it"
Doyoung:"thanks.Now get out of my room or I'll smack each and every one of them you.Yes,even you Jeno"
The latter gasps and giggles,then they all walk out and release a long sigh.

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Jungwoo&Doyoung:"Sorry.But I love him"

The two go to sleep with slight frowns,yet they only dream of good things.
Love.
Can turn the bad into good.
Or the other way around,depends on the situation really...
The two know they made the right decisions...it's just hard to let go of something so beautiful.