"I was a liar, I gave into the fire
I knew I should've fought it
Atleast I'm being honest
Feel like a failure
Cos I know that I failed you
I should've done you better
Cos you don't want a liar
And I know, and I know, and I know
She gives you everything but boy I couldn't give it to you
And I know, and I know, and I know
That you got everything
But I got nothing here without you
So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
One more time I promise after that
I'll let you go
Baby I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home.
I don't deserve it, I know I don't deserve it
But stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it
Can't you forgive me, atleast just temporary
I know that this is my fault I should've been more careful. "
It's like the music was talking to me or maybe it was the guilt taking over.
I slowly but roughly made love to Vee as the music from her speaker muffled her moans.
Every word made me tense up more, and the more I tensed up the rougher I got. I couldn't help it.
"Babe.. babe?"
Vee said as she moaned at the same time.
I could hear her, but I didn't let up. In a way I just wanted to make this last forever but in reality this might be the last time I'm making love to her.
She put her hand on my stomach and I finally snapped back to reality.
"I hurt you?"
I asked and she nodded. Starring at me almost like she was trying to find something in my eyes.
I sighed as I pulled out and ran a hand over my face.
"I'm so sorry ma, I just got alot on my mind.I aint mean to be rough."
I layed down next to her as I held her and massaged her head.
"You know I don't mind babe, but I'm high risk and we gotta be careful."
"I know babe, I'm sorry. You know I love you right."
"I know, I love you too."
She said smiling abit and I sighed.
Im really about to do this shit.
"What's wrong."
She asked as she cuddled into me and looked up to see my reaction.
"I gotta tell you something ma."
"Babe, you're getting me nervous."
"Shit babe I'm the one whose nervous, but it's about Bri."
She looked at me with a blank expression and I tensed up even more.
"I wanna let you in on everything babe ."
I added and she said nothing but nodded.
"So about four years ago..."
