The Lies You Tell

𝑁𝑒𝑤 𝑌𝑒𝑎𝑟 "𝙏𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙄𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙚𝙨"

It's a hour before the new year, we chilling home, and I had no intentions on asking but a new year means  a fresh start..

"Bae... Is it anything you wanna tell me that you never told me before the year ends?!
I asked a question but not expecting a answer
She'd been holding a secret that'll change our relationship forever..

It got completely silent, the echos bounced off the walls. Briel gesture became tense.

" I mean...... A couple months ago BM made a move on me! I... didn't let it happen tho! I spazzed.. that's the other part of why I couldn't see him again.."

My heart fell through my feet! For the 2nd time she hurt me... my body instantly became paralyzed.

"So you wait 5 months to tell me she tried to make a move?! If I didn't ask you! You Wouldna told me!?"

Of course she had a reasoning behind it. But the reason wasn't good enough..
" T I didn't wanna lose you! You already thought some shit was going on.. then I hitchu with that! You was gone leave me right then and there..
I'm not justifying it because I'm wrong! I just didn't want it to jeopardize our relationship..
I'm sorry I didn't tell you..

My mind was made, my heart ripped like a sheet of paper. I became speechless
" Ima go to the hotel with KC for a few days..
I'll see you when I can wrap my mind around this
I walked to the room, started throwing anything in my Chanel luggage bag

"T come on man... don't do this!
Whatchu mean a couple of days?!
You really tryna leave?"
Briel know she was wrong! she wasn't gonna give up.. but she knew she had to. Wrong is wrong there's no right in wrong..

Silence,
The sound of my weep cracked Briel heart, she had to watch me walk away, and it's nothing she could say to change that decision.

Rushing towards the door, cause I couldn't stand to see her after knowing she lied to me.

Briel jumps stands in front of the door.
" Bae I'm not letting you leave! Come
On T! I didn't cheat! I swear on my dead mans
I didn't fuck her, man I love you!

You could tell Briel was hurt because she hurt me but it was too late, everything she said didn't matter to me..

" MOVE!!! I can't be in the same area as you right now! Get the fuck out my way!"
Pushing Briel towards the dinning room table

"Man ion give a fuck! Fight me! Hit me!
If that's what's gone make you stay home!
Do it! Ion give a fuck! I'm telling you the truth! I didn't let it happen.. I know I should of told you but I was trying to prevent this from happening."

She know she was wrong. But she knew if she let me walk out that door, she'd never fully have my heart again.

"No! I don't wanna be here! I'm done! I'm leaving!
If you love a person you won't lie to them."
Throwing jabs like McGregor in the first round.

"I didn't lie to you! I just didn't tell you when it happened! Cause I knew you would leave me!"

She only seen things her way! She didn't see the bigger picture. If she would have told me when it happen, I would of been mad, it I would have respected her more for telling me right then and the

" Okay and I'm leaving you now!
So what difference did it make?!
Get out my fucking way Briel!
I need space! "

Briel eyes welled with tears ,
trying to hold them back
A wave of tears came falling.

Briel moved,
Before walking away
" I love you T! My intentions was never to hurt you! But to protect you! And show you the love you never felt! I wish you the best even if it ain't with me.
With the water from her tears, She kissed my lips
"MUAH"

I didn't engage in kissing her back, but I didn't stop her from kissing me either
The little bit of emotions I did have Left my body..

It hurt me so much that she lied to me, I couldn't fathom the though of her holding something so deep like that from me, it makes me think what else would she hide.

" I don't think I would ever be able to trust you again! What else are you hiding?"

You can hear the anger flaring in Briel's voice
"Nothing T! I told you the truth!
If you don't trust me......I get it!
I moved! You free to go!"

I walked out, put my bags in the trunk.
Texted KC

*Outgoing Message*
Me: I'm coming to the hotel, tell your nigga to go home.. I need you 💔
KC🤞🏾💄: oh lord.. 🤦🏾‍♀️ Luckily I don't have a dick appointment! Ima share my location
Me: okay I'm On my way!

Heartbroken, confused, still trying to comprehend all of this, I couldn't drive 30 minutes in silence
So I cut on
Jhené Aiko - None of your concern

"I been contemplating, meditating 🎶
should have waited
Should of never dated
You seem irritated
Baby, why you never say it?🎶
Isn't this worth saving
I can feeling you fading off
We're not gonna make it long
Guess you can not take it
Guess it's worth saying 🎶

It's none of your concerns anymore
None of your concern 🎶

I couldn't fight it, a pool of tears burst forth like a water from a dam.