The Lies You Tell

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I wasn't seeing eye to eye with no one.
Me and Briel got back into contact but it wasn't relationship basis. We'd text from time to time. Sometimes get on the phone but i haven't seen her in almost a year.

*Incoming Call*

"What's up T"
Of course it's Briel smooth talking.

"Nothing just getting off, What's up with you?"
I really can care less about what she doing.

"Nothing! I'm headed to work!
Just wanted to hear your voice"
Briel didn't know how to hide her feelings

"Mmmm okay!"
After going through all this shit with her,
I was over the sweet talks,
my emotions were locked in a safe.

"Damn that's all I get? Ian tryna fuck you!
Just saying I missed you..
I got something to show you..
Answer my FT!"
Briel made a decision to do something
She thought she wouldn't regret

As I answer the FaceTime called
I noticed Briel had my name tattooed on her chest big ass day, with the day we got together, my mouth dropped.
"OMG!!! Briel!!
Why did you tell me you was gonna do this!!!?"

With no care in the word Briel responded
" I love you T!
I love you in a way I never loved any other female!
The way you look at me, the way you make me feel..
You're my support system, my better half..
I know we're not together..
I hope one day we could get back where we were "

Tears start falling
"This is something we're suppose to talk all about Briel! That can't be removed!!

"I know T! I'll always love you!"
Briel wasn't going based upon how I made her feel, but how she made me feel

Love will make you do things you've never dreamed of doing, I wasn't the first name on Briel, but i knew mine couldn't be covered, it's something she'd had to live with for the rest of her life.

"I honestly dunno what to say! We need to talk about a lot of things Briel!"
My heart was pounding..

"What is there to talk about T? I'm not rushing you to be with me again! I know it takes time!"
She would say one thing but her emotions showed another.

" I wanna be completely honest with you Briel!"
Knowing everything that I was about to tell her would hurt her..

"What you gotta tell me?"
Nervous of the outcome

"Sighh"
"You remember the girl Shawn....
Well after me and you broke up,
me and her started talking"
I was on edge

Everything came to a mute
" The same bitch that was in the club right!!?
Tell me this... you fucked her?"

" Uhmmmm We didn't fuck.....
She ate me out tho!"
It's like I couldn't lie to her,
but god knows I wanted to

Briel didn't say a word.

"Hello!?"

Her tone changed from high pitch to dull and emotionless
"Yea!"

She didn't have to say much, for me to know she didn't like the sound of somebody else Not just having me but my body.
"So you don't wanna talk to me now Briel?"

"It ain't much to say T! I'm good!
Ima holla atchu later!"

She wanted nothing else to do with me
Here I am thinking I just finally be honest
But sometimes telling the truth gets you no where.

"Wow Briel! Are you serious? We were broken up!"

"It don't fucking matter! I'm calling you! Texting you! Trying to get you back for months! And you laid up with this bitch!! Then you let her eat you out!! THE SAME FUCKING BITCH!!
Excruciating pain in her voice

"Briel! You can't get mad! I didn't cheat on you!
Me and her wasn't dating! We were talking!"
Trying to justify how I felt.

" it don't matter! You let her touch you! A fucking stranger!! We break up for 6 months and you fucking on another bitch!!? Say no more T! You right we were broken up.. ima holla atchu later!

Briel thought that I would wait on her to act right, we usually break up to make up but this wasn't like every other time.

"Okay! Call me when you're ready to talk!"
I hung up the phone

I knew it would be some time before we spoke again.
I didn't think she would take it so hard, but at this point I'm like fuck it!

A couple day go by, no sign of Briel

*Incoming Text*
Briel: The thought of you being with somebody else tore my heart into pieces! what fucked me up the most is you let her taste you! Then it's a random bitch you met at the mall! T how did we get here? You use to be my best friend! We use to break up to make up! Now I can't trust you, I know we were broken up but this shit hurt like hell.

Me: Briel I'm sorry I hurt you! But you can't be mad when we weren't together.. if you don't trust me that's fine I understand.