He's texted me once since October. That's once in 9 months without him being around. This summer feels different without him around. He was around me all last summer. Thats when I usually made my moves. Then school came around and I saw him less. I would only see him every once in awhile. That's when my mom dropped my step-dad off at band practice every Tuesday and Thursday. But that's before he got kicked out. And that's also when I stopped seeing Colin.
Colin was always nice. He was a very kind person, and he was always there for someone when they needed it. I thought that he didn't mean for my step-dad to leave and I'm sure he didn't want him to go. But the other two mates wanted him gone. But that is gonna change. I'm gonna go their once I can and get that spot as bass player. They did say they wanted a female bass player.
Every single day I think about Colin. I mean it's hard for me to get him out of my head. And I dont understand really why. I think I'm getting myself to worked up. Literally it's just a text message.
I mean I think he ment what he said, but I don't know what he ment by it. Like if he was calling me cute, because of I'm guessing like the way I talk, and do stuff, or if he was calling me cute because he thinks I'm cute, like I have cute face, and stuff like that.
Even though he talked to me that once. I still feel like he's left me in the dust. To fend for myself. I would have done anything for him. And I know he would've done the same thing for me. But I'm not to sure on that anymore. I feel like he's kinda a back stabbing man who doesn't care about his friends.
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Romance*This is part two of Love At First Sight.* One night changed everything for Carly. She hadn't realized that her biggest crush had accepted her friend request on facebook. Well that was until he texted her on messenger scaring her so bad that she dro...
