I've texted him once since he texted me a month or two ago. He left me on open. After I sent him a message about how he inspired me to start doing anything music related, and after I dont even know how many of my songs revolve around my feelings about him.
He opened up to me about something that he doesn't tell anyone at all. So I opened up to him about my dad. I felt like we were getting somewhere but we weren't. All I know is that right now, is that me loving him was just a dead end.
Colin I dont think is the same anymore. I think he's changed on me. Last time I saw him he was just his normal self. Cwerky, funny, shy, and just had a calming presence to him. Now I dont know if he's any of those things.
I need to see him again. I dont know how, or when but I do. He's slipping away from me. Hes probably changing, and I know I am too. Hes just what made me change my personality, and now I'm not to sure if I'm that person anymore.
Colin was really the only good thing in my life after my dad died. Well he was one of the only things that made me happy. He was a positive difference in my life.
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Starting Over
Romance*This is part two of Love At First Sight.* One night changed everything for Carly. She hadn't realized that her biggest crush had accepted her friend request on facebook. Well that was until he texted her on messenger scaring her so bad that she dro...
