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MONDAY
3:05PM

YUGYEOM'S POV

kanpo dropped me off near the jype building even though i insisted she just let me get an uber back.

she of course declined and took me straight there.

"it's fine, i won't be late." she'd told me.

although i hardly believed her, i let her take me anyways.

now, i was back at practice, learning more choreography and even helping make some of it.

most of the practice was silent since we were all trying to focus and be productive.

as the hours passed we took breaks in between, and in those breaks i texted kanpo and sent her pictures or updates of us.

"hey gyeom, where'd you go for lunch?" jaebeom asked as we all took water breaks.

"went with kanpo to some place in cheongdam." i replied, drinking from my water.

he nodded, "be careful though."

"yeah, of course."

"we don't have the dating ban though," jackson interjected.

"right, but still, it's better not to start scandals." jaebeom said shrugging.

"well twice members are starting to date too, so i don't know what the deal is." i said shrugging.

"dude, they're dating idols, you're dating a girl from down the street. you know how many things you can ruin for her?" jaebeom said shaking his head.

"well, i know that but-" jaebeom interrupted me.

"there's not buts gyeom, don't be selfish, think of her too." jaebeom shook his head and went to the front of the room.

the other members just stayed quiet after the exchange.

i hadn't really thought about how it would affect her if fans were to find out.

she could be doxxed, harassed, stalked, even injured.

maybe kanpo was right, maybe this wasn't all that much of a good idea.

i don't wanna break up with her but then again, i don't want to hurt her in any way.

i promised to never hurt her.

i don't want to be the reason she can't live a normal life.

i sighed and went back to the group, where we continued to rehearse choreography.

KANPO'S POV

after class let out i went down to the library to get some work and to check out some books i needed to study.

i finished an essay and went home at about 4pm.

once i was home, i fed kuma and continued finishing assignments while having some tv show in the background.

overall, the rest of my evening was uneventful, i made dinner and ate while still doing some assignments i missed.

gyeom<3
9:23PM
hey love :)

bbygrill
9:25PM
heyy :)

bbygrill
9:25PM
what's up??

gyeom<3
9:26PM
nothinggg

gyeom<3
9:26PM
wanted to see what u were up to

bbygrill
9:27PM
i was getting ready for bed

bbygrill
9:28PM
hbu??

gyeom<3
9:30PM
mm me too

gyeom<3
9:31PM
i was thinking abt this afternoon

bbygrill
9:31PM
oh?

gyeom<3
9:32PM
i rlly have no self control
around u

bbygrill
9:33PM
lmao that's ur definition
of no self control?

gyeom<3
9:35PM
was i not up to your tastes??

bbygrill
9:35PM
idk

bbygrill
9:36PM
imo u could've been
a bit rougher

gyeom<3
9:37PM
that wasn't rough for u?

bbygrill
9:38PM
mmm

bbygrill
9:38PM
not rlly

gyeom<3
9:40PM
omg stop trying to corrupt me

gyeom<3
9:40PM
jesus is watching

bbygrill
9:41PM
jesus was also watching
when u took that pic too

gyeom<3
9:41PM
jesus knows i couldnt
miss the opportunity

bbygrill
9:42PM
then jesus must know
that u deserved that
good gawk gawk 1000

gyeom<3
9:43PM
then he must know u deserve
everything and more 🥺💗

bbygrill
9:45PM
omg it was starting to get spicy

bbygrill
9:45PM
but awh 🥺

bbygrill
9:45PM
ur so sweet gyeom :(

bbygrill
9:46PM
what'd i do to deserve u :(

gyeom<3
9:46PM
you existed

gyeom<3
9:47PM
u were hand picked just for
me love :)

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anyways writing this stuff out makes me feel single af, hope y'all enjoy :) pls comment and vote, i love seeing what y'all think abt the story

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