Lisa's POV
I thought too.
I thought it was easy.
Jennie was kissing him infront of me.
she did fall out of love from me.
nobody told me it was this painful
I saw Jennie push Kai,the dancer was shock.Jennie immediately find me
the moment her eyes meet mine her face dropped.
I push myself to give her the most beautiful smile I could ever plaster.
although I know I failed,it was pretty painful you see.
Why was I here btw?.
Ah right,I was making sure she was okay before I gave her to him.
"Lisa"she helplessly mumbled.
she ran hurriedly to me.
I ran as fast as I could but she ran twice as fast as I did.
"Lisa please"she cried.
I stop and faced her.
"Hmm?"I said trying my best to hold my sob tho my tears were opposing it.
"Please.."she sobbed so hard.
"why are you crying?"I said and smiled at her.
I held her for the last time
"you're too pretty to cry"I said as I bit my lip.
"look you face is now messy"I release the most painful sob I ever held.
"Jennie"Kai suddenly interfe
"FUCK OFF KAI!"Jennie shouted.
Kai just hung his head low.
I walked towards Kai.
"She likes milk flavored icecream,she's pretty stubborn too.Her favotite flower is daisy,her favorite color is black.She like to be accompanied when she does her pilates.She can be a little brutal at times but that could not never surpass how much she can love you.She fall inlove easily so I wasn't surprise.Man you're a lucky one,take care of her for me hmm?"I sob as I pat his shoulder.
I faced Jennie who was now crying so much.
"my princess,I told you I'd give everything to make you happy.Take care hmm?I love you so much Jennie so much more"I cried.
I leveled to her as I kissed her forehead.
for the last time
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I arrived to our suit and pack my things my sobbed were now so loud and painful.
"Lisa talk to me please"she pleaded.
She tried to reach for me with her shaking hands but I back away.
she closed her fist and cried.
"Jennie why?"I asked.
she hung her head low
she was now shaking so bad
"I--i un dont know"she cried.
"was I not enough?"I added
she shaked her head
"No Lisa,you were so much more"she sobbed
"then why?"I cried.
"I uh--"she stuttered
"im sorry"she said as she gasp and cried.
I backaway and smash the wall behind me
she flinched in my action
"FUCCCCKK!I GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR YOU JENNIE!I GAVE YOU KIDS!I MADE YOU A HAPPY HOME!ALTHOUGH I WASNT THERE AT TIMES!I ALSO FELT VERY BAD FOR NOT BEING WITH YOU!I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING I HAVE IN ME!I LOVED YOU MORE THAN I EVER LOVE MYSELF!then you'll gave me this?"I shouted.
"I have nothing left in me,you think I didnt tried?I TRIED MANY TIMES JENIIE!MANY TIMES?BUT WHERE WERE YOU?YOU WERE FUCKING HIM! BEHIND MY BACK!"I shouted.
she shaked her head as she cried loudly
"Lisa pleaseee,baby im sorry pleasee"she cried.
"there are only one thing you can do for me Jen"I said as I held a large amount of air
"leave me"I spit.
It taste too bitter for my mouth,I can't swallow it.
"No no no no,Lisa I can never do that!"she shouted.
"I dont wanna love you anymore"I mumbled.
Jennie cried so loudly.
"Baby,I know I messed up but I already ended things with Kai,Im so sorry Lisa please,baby I cant"she said as she whispere her last word.
"even if you ended it,you still cheated on me Jennie!ME!YOUR WIFE!do you know how many nights I cried asking myself whats wrong with me?"I sob
she just continously shake her head.
she moved to me.
I step backward.
"I spent million night crying alone!do you know how many cries I choose to hide?DO YOU KNOW?NO!YOU DIDN'T so dont come here asking i'll take you back because your Lisa!that Lisa you're asking for is now gone"I said angrily.
"im sorry please Lisaa"she cried.
I hastly put my clothes onto my luggage.
She stares at me in horror.
"Where are you going?"she nervously asked.
I did not answer.I continued to put my things on my bag.
"can you please look at me please?"she said as she gulped so hard
"Im done with you Jennie"I said as I stood up.
she immediately wrap her arms on my waist...
"Lili dont leave me..pleasee"she cried.
I put down my luggage and faced her.
"I'm happy I get to love you Jennie,but your Lisa is now tired.Im sorry if I had failed you,if I wasnt enough.Im sorry"I whispered and kissex her
for one last time
I hurriedly grab my things and walked outside.
"Lisa!Lisa pleaseeee"she said as she tried to catch me
the door suddenly opened.
Chaesoo was now facing us.I know thet seen the whole scene earlier
I wiped my tears but Jennie waz now kneeling as she hug my torso.
"Dont leave me Lisa please,Im so sorry lets fix this love pleasee"she pleaded
Chaesoo look at us
"Unniee"Chaeng said as she take Jennie away from me she was also crying
Jisoo was looking at us with the most painful look.
"go now Lisa,fix yourself"Jisoo said as she drag Jennie away from me
shock was evident to my face
"NO!NO FUCK!LET GO OF MEE!CHAENG!JISOO PLEASEE"Jennie pleaded.
I hurriedly walk away from my nightmare.
"LISAAAAAAAAAA"Jennie screamed.
every step I take was now getting painfully sufocating hearing Jennie loud cries.
im sorry nini...
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to be continued.
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