Jennie's POV
desperate
thats how I feel right now.
I am looking outside the window on our way to our house.The whole gang is with me,i'm glad that they didn't leave me from what I did to lLisa.
Chaeng was holding my hand so tightly,she keep glancing at me sending me her sincere smile.
this girl is an angel.
After what happen to me and Irene on the airport we didn't talk or even spare a glanced at eachother.Which I understood.
cause I badly need that.
I badly want someone to slap me or worse kill me.
I am so disgust of who I am.
How could I lay my finger to someone who isn't my wife?
How did I kissed him without even thinking that I might lost Lisa's precious smile?
which I did
Oh right.
I'm an idiot!A selfish prick!A slut.
tears were now threatening to fall from my eyes.
I dont know.
What if she leaves me?
What if she'll find someone who could love her more than I do?
What if--
I was too late.
The only thing that gives me hope was our sons.I know how much Lisa loves them,she wont leave me right?
I hope so.
"We're here"Seulgi announced.
"YAHHHOOOO"Jisoo shouted.
I glanced outside.My home,our home the thought of not having Lisa's laugh inside that big house kills me.
"Unnie lets go?"Chaeng held me
I just send her a tight smile and step outside.
"Hey Jen,we gotta go.I know this isn't something you could fix ASAP but please dont let our ship sank.I still hope to see JenLisa in the future"Seulgi smiled.
"You girl!How could you be like this!I hate you but I love you more!so please fix it"Nayeon teared up.
"i love you"I mumbled.
I am so touched.This people did really love me.
I glanced at Irene.She just rolled her eyes at me.
She bit her lips and smile.
She immediately hugged me and pat my head.
"I hate you Jennieyah!but we're just BITCH!bitch dont cheat!but I love you,I know you had your reason but you're still an idiot!I love you bitch"she smiled.
I cried.
"thank you.."I whispered.
she nodded her head and smack my ass
"go get your girl"she shouted.
I just rolled my eyes and waved my hand.
Chaeng grip my hand tightly as Jisoo press the doorbell
"M-mommaa!!"Chase screamed.
I smiled so genuinely as Wendy opened the door revealing my two cheeky sons.
"MOMMY!"they smiled.
Chase start to dance while Chad clung to my legs.
We just laughed as I ruffled their hair
