Pilot (Summer Rose X Male reader)

Without him

Summer POV

I decided to name my child Ruby, she is just like me, and she shares (Y/N)s smarts. I remember many things (Y/N) missed...and things he couldn't do

He couldn't hold my hand as I gave birth to Ruby, instead Raven did

He missed holding our child for the first time

He couldn't see her bright smile

He missed her first birthday

He missed her walk for the first time

He missed the first time she said, mama

He couldn't see her beautiful silver eyes

He missed her first day at school

He missed her first time with a weapon with Qrow

He missed her whole childhood

And then in her teens,

He missed the days she would come home with a question about science that I had no clue how to answer

He missed her first day at Beacon, she had been accepted early...I'm sure you'd be proud of her

"And now your gonna miss her first Vytal Festival," I say to his grave

"And it's not only you who missed stuff," I say as tears come out of my eyes

I missed sleeping in bed with you

I couldn't walk down the wedding Isle and see you in a suit

I couldn't be your wife

I couldn't make a picnic for you and Ruby

And I sure miss seeing you

"And Ruby has missed stuff too," I continue

She didn't say, daddy to you

She didn't feel your warm hugs

She couldn't see your warm smile as you say "I love you,"

She missed having a father figure

She missed having a dad who would talk to her after school

She missed what could have been

She couldn't learn dancing from her father

Oh she missed so many things

"And I'm sure she'd love the Eagle too," I say as tears come out

"I know you did what you did to protect me, but I can't help but blame you...I can't help but hate you for Missing all those things....but I just love you so much that I can't...I just can't blame you for everything,"

"I'm off now, I love you," I say as I turn around. (Y/N)'s body was never found, so I know I'm just talking to some dirt...but it helps...it helps to think maybe he heard me in the after life

I walk back toward Ravens and Tai's house on patch. They are getting ready to watch Yang's fight, she's part of Ruby's team, Team Rwby. I still can't believe my daughter is a team leader.

"are You ready Summer!" Raven asks

"Yea, ready!" I say smiling

We rush to some bullheads just to hear they are aren't running

"What the hell? We ask about this a few hours ago and they said they could take us!" Raven says getting fired up

"Hey, hey, come down hon," Tai says calming Raven down