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Empty. Sad. Broke.

That's all I ever felt since he left, not once I've felt happiness, I want to feel happy again, but it's just no use, I just can't smile without him.

He was there whenever my dad would disown me, he was there whenever my mom would yell at me.

But look. Funny, right? How something can just change that easily.

I was sitting on a tall brick wall, reminiscing all those memories I had with him, how his eyes would look at me with those twinkles, how he held me like he's afraid I'll run away, the way he smiles at me whenever I came near.

Everything also reminds me of him, like how the cold winter wind would blow, it reminds me of how he walks towards me, like a struck of cold wind, I'm always frozen.

Like the way the sun would shine, warming me up ever so slightly, it reminds me of how he hugs me, warm and cozy.

It kills me everyday, whenever I see something that reminds me of him, because it's even harder to forget, but you know? No matter how hard I try to be happy, I'll forever be empty.

And that's all I'll ever be, numb.

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Hey beautiful people :) 


(((((Don't depend your happiness on a person)))))

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