It was Saturday morning. I got a text from meya saying she wanted to hang out & so did the others. I was kinda being distant, especially towards Mattia. Julian told me that I couldn't hangout with him & if I did then I'd get hit. So from what I've been told, Mattia wouldn't be there. Nobody knew that I was getting hit or anything. One thing people did know was that me & Julian were 'dAtInG'
I got changed into a pair of jeans & a sweatshirt. I told my parents I was going over to meya's house, they said it was fine. I got into my car & left. Once I got there I was greeted by her mom & she happily let me inside.
Roshaun: that movie was ass
Alvaro: no tf it wasn't
Kairi: yes, it was -
Y/n: leave him alone
Everyone: Y/N!!!
everyone came up to me & gave me a group hug
Meya: girl, how are you?
Ale: you doing good?
Robert: it's been too long
Alvaro: when are you coming back to school?
Y/n: can we just not talk about me...please?
Kairi: no, yeah that's fine
Meya: how are things with you & Julian?
The boys: Ooo
Y/n: I'm sorry, but can we not talk about THAT either??
Robert: we're sorry
Y/n: how are you guys?
Ale: we're all good, we just miss you
Y/n: I miss you guys too
Meya: hey, are you hungry? My mom made tacos if you wanna go & eat
Y/n: thank you, but it's fine
Suddenly the door opened & it was Mattia. We made eye contact until I realized I had to leave
Y/n: I- um.. I gotta go
I tried to leave the room, but everyone was holding me back
Roshaun: y/n it's okay, you can stay
Y/n: no, I can't
Kairi: it's just Mattia, it's okay
Y/n: no you don't understand, I have to go
Mattia: y/n it's okay, please stay. I miss you
Y/n: wha- you're not mad? You don't hate me??
Mattia: no, why would I hate you??
Y/n: because I told you that I led you on & that I was faking everything
Mattia: y/n I could never hate you
I dropped to the ground & cried uncontrollably
Y/n: I'm s-sorry
Mattia then came down & held me in his arms
Mattia: mama why are you crying?
Y/n: I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I-I lied to you
Mattia: it's okay
Y/n: n-no it's not. How are you not mad at me? I hurt you
I cried even more. Knowing I couldn't say about what was truly happening
Mattia: hey, I could never be mad at you, okay?
He kissed the top of my head & held me even tighter
Meya: bubs do you wanna spend the night?
Y/n: I can't. I actually have to be somewhere later
Kairi: well can you at least stay a little longer??
Y/n: no, I can't be here
Ale: why? What's wrong?
Y/n: I ca-
Mattia: please?
Y/n: idk
Alvaro: you don't even have to stay for that long
& so I did. I risked it & stayed with my friends. After I calmed myself down we decided to play a game. I was partnered up with Alejandro.
Ale: dude all of y'all are about to lose!!
Robert: you're only winning cause of y/n
Kairi: seriously. She's good at this
Ale: okay, but at least we're winning
& just like that we won the game
Ale: yessir!!!
Meya: yeah, yeahh
Alejandro came up to me & was about to give me a high five, but I flinched. Fuck.
Ale: y/n...
Mattia: why'd you just flinch??
Y/n: ...
Kairi: y/n is everything okay? I hope yk you can tell us anything
Robert: aye, we're here for you
Meya: babe is everything okay with you & Julian?
Y/n: ... I have to go
I ran out the house & into my car. I drove on home
Mattia:
Roshaun: something's up, that's not the y/n Ik
Kairi: I think we can all agree to that
Meya: you guys don't think Julian hits her... don't you?
Ale: I fucking hope not
Alvaro: & what if he does?
Me: then we're all gonna have problems. But why do you say that?
Alvaro: because before you got here meya asked how things were with her & Julian. & y/n referred to him as 'that'
Meya: we also asked if she was okay & she said she didn't wanna talk about herself
Robert: she seemed kinda annoyed when she said it
Me: I hate to say it, but something is definitely out of place. I mean come on, she wanted to leave as soon as she saw me & she broke down crying, I've never seen her get like that
Kairi: we're gonna have to look into this more. I don't wanna see her get hurt
Roshaun: definitely
Y/N:
I got home & waited on Julian since we were going out to eat. I waited about 10 minutes. Finally, he came & we left to his house first. Nobody was home, but I'm pretty sure he knew that. He took me into his room, I tried to stop him. He was stronger than I was. He forced himself on me, I was raped. He left the room & I cried for a good 15-20 minutes
Julian: stop crying & get dressed, my family is gonna be here soon
I got changed & just stood there, like did that really just happen? My thoughts soon came to a stopping point
Julian: hey, come meet my family
I got up & followed him to the kitchen
Julian: mom, Gemini, angel. I'd like you to meet my girlfriend, y/n
J/m: hi, nice to meet you
She grabbed my hand & shook it
Y/n: nice to meet you
Julian: y/n this is my brother angel
Angel: hey
Y/n: hi
Julian: & this is my sister Gemini
Gemini: hey
Y/n: hey
Julian: I have to take a shower & then we can go
Y/n: okay, that's fine
Gemini: we'll keep her company
Julian: alright, I'll be back
Julian left the room & I stayed behind with his siblings along with his mom
J/m: mija are you okay? Your eyes look puffy
Y/n: no I'm fine, it's just allergies
I got to know his family & honestly they seemed like such nice people. Angel was around my age & Gemini was two years older than me
Gemini: hey that's a cute necklace. What does the m stand for?
She pointed out the gold necklace that Mattia gave me a week & a half ago
Y/n: thank you. It's someone that I lost...
Gemini: I am so sorry
Y/n: it's fine, you didn't know
I tucked in the necklace back into me shirt & soon enough Julian came back
Julian: hey, let's go
Y/n: alright. Ms. Barboza it was nice to meet you
J/m: it was nice to meet you as well
Y/n: you guys too
Gemini: hope to see you again soon
Angel: yeah, you're a cool person
Julian: I'll see you guys later
We went outside the door & in the car
Julian: I hope you didn't say anything to them
Y/n: I didn't
Julian: good
We got to the restaurant & ordered
Julian: btw just because yk my family doesn't mean that they'll protect you
He grabbed on my wrist & gripped onto them causing it to hurt
Julian: & if I ever found out that you told them about the things that I've done to you, it won't be pretty. You understand?
Y/n: y-yes
Julian: good
He let go & I went on to the bathroom. Once I came out the stall I saw Mattia's ex, Leslie.
TBC...
