15 minutes later Louis barges into my room and lays down next to me. It's different now that I know I like him in a different way than just as friends.
"Hey" I say
"Hey" he says back while looking at me
"You ok" I ask
"Mm now I am" he says while smirking
Before I know it Louis is kissing me with so much passion, I pull away asking him if he's sure he's ok with this. He says "I've never been more sure in my life Harry Edward Styles"
His lips taste like honey. His face has the slightest bit of stubble and it rubs my skin but I don't care, I don't care at all. He feels wonderful. His hands are everywhere, and it doesn't matter that his mouth is already on top of mine, I want him closer, closer, closer. My heartbeat is racing and I've never felt more aroused than I do now. Maybe guys are better than girls. Louis is on top of me, he slowly starts kissing me down my neck leaving love bites for sure.
"I have to make sure everyone knows your mine Hazza, is that ok?" He asks me
I of course say yes, he starts sucking my neck I let out a little moan.
Louis stops and looks at me with so much emotion in his eyes, he then smashes his lips against mine. Louis whispers in my ear.
"I love you"
*knock knock knock*
"Harry!? I'm here"
Harry sits up in his bed covered in sweat
Oh my god I must have fallen asleep, how could I let this happen.
"Uhm come in" I yell back
Louis enters the room to see Harry acting oddly suspicious.
"Are you good" Louis laughs
"Yeah yeah totally" I say trying to sound convincing
"Well me too. I feel so much better without Eleanor and I can now focus on more important things like our friendship." Louis says joyfully
I could feel my heart sink when I heard him say Friendship
"Yep, friendship is important" I say back
"All she did was keep me from spending time with my best lads, I'm glad she's gone" Louis says
"What even happed" I question
"I broke up with her because- well that night I- idk I wanted to" Louis says unsure of his answer
That was odd uhm ok
I put my hand on his and I feel him shiver he automatically looks at me.
"It's ok if you upset you can tell me" I say still with his hand in mine.
"I wwould if there wwas anything wwrong" Louis stutters
I get up to go get a snack when Louis grabs my arm and pulls me back to the bed.
"Wait!" He says
"Yeah Lou?" I reply
"I do like someone else, I think that was the main reason I broke up with her" he says guilty
Great another damn girl to add into this, why can't I just have him to myself
"That's ok Louis I'm sure whoever she is she's better than el" I say trying to sound happy for him
He leans his head on my shoulder
"I'm having a hard time right now" he says
I wrapped my arm around him and I felt him nuzzle his head into my shoulder. We sat like this in silence for a while. A comfortable silence nonetheless. I looked at him, his eyes were closed and he was breathing slow. He looked very content. He looked up at me and smiled. He didn't look back down though he just continued to look at me in my eyes.I could feel my mouth watering as I stared at his perfectly made lips then back up at his ocean blue eyes that could make anyone fall in love instantly. I could see him examining my face. I felt his breathing start speeding up, he looked worried. After that he got up "I've got to use the bathroom" he said
did I just cuddle with my CRUSH OMG YES YES YES. Uhm Harry that wasn't very manly of you. I've decided to play video games with Lou once he gets back
Louis walks in and smiles, he sits next to Harry and grabs a controller
"You mind if my stay the night, Lottie will cover for me" Louis asks me
"I don't mind at all, say as long as you'd like" I reply
We're playing Mario Kart which is a very competitive game. Louis beat me so many times. I did win once but I'm pretty sure Louis let me win. Oh well I still won.
Around 12am Louis and Harry lay down on Harry's bed talking about their lives
"I just want my mum to be proud of me" Louis says
"She already is Lou" I reply
"I hope so" Louis sighs "what about you what do you want more than anything"
I want you
"I want to find love" I say
"Mm love, not worth it" Louis chuckles
"Maybe not to you, you just broke up with your girlfriend" I tell him
"Girlfriends are to high maintenance" Louis sighs
How about Boyfriends ;) ew stop Harry this is getting creepy
"yeah" I say quietly
"Louis.. I need to know something" I say quickly
"What is it Hazza?"
"Would you still like me no matter what I told you" I ask scared
"Of course! What do you need to tell me?" Louis asks concerned
There was a silence in the room until I finally said "I think I'm Bi or gay"
Louis shot up and looked at me and said "WHAT! THATS AMAZING NEWS"
All the bad feelings I had about telling him went away I didn't except him to act so supportive!
"Wow Lou thank you I was so scared you would be freaked out" I say relived
"No way!!" Louis says
"Wanna play a game?" I ask
"Yes I am so bored" Louis smiles
"We could play this game were we just ask each other questions" I say
"Hell yeah I'll start, Do you like anybody yet?" Louis asks
I start to fucking panic, does he know how the hell would he know I'm trying so hard to hide my feelings
"Nope not yet" I laugh "have you and El ever done it?"
"Uhm Nothing more then kissing" Louis replies
I'm scared of his questions now what the hell
"Ok ok uhm who was your first girlfriend" Louis chuckles
"I think a girl named Mimi" I say back
Louis looks at me as if he is revolted by the fact that I said I had a girlfriend, I think it's weird that anytime I would have a girlfriend he hated her
"So Louis..who is your crush" I ask him hoping he will say me
"Well don't tell anyone but my crush is- "
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I wonder who he likes ;))) sorryyyy hehe
-Ondina 🤍🤍
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Can I kiss you | Larry Stylinson |
Fanfictionthis is about two boys Harry and Louis whom discover they have feelings. But 17 year old harry discovers his feelings for his best girl friend Luena. Who will he choose??? (Some Ziall as well)
