Can I kiss you | Larry Stylinson |

Part 12

As soon as those words come out of my mouth Louis starts to cry and runs out of my bedroom.

The worst part is I didn't want to choose Luena, I'm just afraid if I were to choose Louis she would do something terrible. She was already hanging on by a thread I didn't want to be the one to cut it. She looked really shocked and confused

"I didn't expect you to choose me!" She says "I need a little time to think still" she says while also leaving.

"What! I thought this is what you wanted. Me!?" I say

"I do harry. Today just made me realize I can fall in love and my mom was wrong. I'm just not sure if I want to fall for someone who is also in love with another person" she says

"I get it. I'm really trying though Luena." I say

"I know." She says as she walks out of my bedroom

Ugh. Why me honestly...why me. I want to be with Louis. So badly. I was going to choose him, but after I heard Luena's story about her mom and how I made her feel. I just couldn't not choose her. I may have hurt Louis but I know he will be ok. He's so strong.

Lou :)
Sorry I left like that. I'm not mad.

Me
Lou I'm sorry..

Goddamnit I'm loosing everything and everyone I care about. I just- I just feel so alone right now.

I sit in the middle of my room looking at the moonlight shining through my windows. I decide to go on a night walk.

Me
Niall meet up!! I need to talk

Nialler
Ok H go to the usual spot

I put on a sweatshirt and head over to the Cafe to meet up with Niall

Once I get there I see him. He's already ordered a coffee along with toast.

"What's up?" Niall says

"Luena, Louis and I talked. They had me choose who I wanted to be with." I reply

Niall drops his toast and looks at me surprised

"Who did you choose" he says

"I wanted to choose Louis but I choose Luena" I say

"what the fuck! Bro...how are you supposed to get yourself out of that one" he says

"I dunno I thought maybe she would just get tired of me and break up with me like she did with her past boyfriends. But she said she was capable of falling in love..." I put my head down on the table

Niall and I continue to talk about everything going on in our lives. He then informs me about a party tomorrow. He has sent invites to everyone already including Luena and Louis he told me they both said they would be there. I know that they want space but this is the perfect opportunity for me to talk to them both. I agree to go.

After Niall and I are done talking we walk back to his place. He's home alone for the week his mum and dad are away for holiday.