Can I kiss you | Larry Stylinson |

Part 9

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

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"Harry did you hear me" Louis said scared

"Of course I did Lou." I reply

"Please say something" he pleads

"I don't know what to say Louis. In all honesty, yes, I had a crush on you, and yes I still have feelings for you." I say

"So what's the problem" Louis questions

"Luena. While you have been making my feelings for you confusing, she's been there for me. I guess I kind of fell for her too a little" I say back

"Wait you two weren't actually dating"

"No... I just wanted your attention" I sigh

"But now you don't know who to choose right?" He says

How could I let myself get so close with Luena

"Just give me some time Lou ok" I say

Louis and I stand up, I hug him goodbye. Before I know it Louis kisses me, I push him away "Louis TIME!" I yell. I slam my door behind me.

I immediately feel bad but he had no right to do that to me when I deliberately told him I needed more time.

When I get up to my room I fall asleep pretty fast.
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As the ocean breeze blows Louis and I stand in the crash of the salty sea waters. His baby blue eyes shimmer. He grabs my head and pulls me in for a impulsive kiss. I feel every part of his delicate body. Every curve, how he feels, how he tastes. Suddenly I feel a change in the way he's kissing me, he feels different. I smell the all too familiar scent of pink sugar perfume I pull away to see Luena she smiled bright and said "Choose me I loved you back first." Louis comes up behind me and says "Choose me Haz I've been your friend for years!"

"Guys please stop I need time" I said

"Harry you kissed me first, remember in the rain. You loved it" Luena says

"You wanted me first, before you liked her. Remember your sex dream about me" Louis says

"Please stop" I yell backing up

Their voices collided as they chant "choose me Harry"

"STOP, STOP, STOP" I yell falling to the ground with tears in my eyes
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I sprung out of bed and sighed in relief realizing it was only a dream. A really bad dream. After that I couldn't fall asleep, I knew by not choosing I was wronging them both and I would lose them. I threw my pillow over my head and groaned.

7:45am

I had my mom drive me to school instead of Louis or Luena. I saw Niall outside I asked him to wait so I could talk to him.

"Hey dude, what's up" Niall says while we walk together

"Well Luena and I were fake dating so I could make Louis jealous and in that time I accidentally fell for her and it turns out she fell for me as well, and as we have the most perfect most loving, and real kiss. Louis tell me he in love with me!" I say out of breath

Niall stops and looks at me with his eyes wide open

"I- you and Lue- then Lou- I'm lost.." Niall says confused 

"I have feelings for Louis and Luena" I admit

"Oh you should have just started with that Jesus Harry" Niall says "I'm assuming you asked for time, make sure to explain to them both exactly what you're feeling so they understand it's not their fault. You'll know eventually" Niall continues