100 days | muke (boyxboy)

41

day 41:

"ashton and calum want to go on a double date with us." i say excitedly jumping up and down. everything seems to be falling into place, all of my friends are happy now.

"sorry luke, but i think it's a bad idea." michael shakes his head side to side, the universal sign for no.

"why?"

and thats when he dropped the bomb.

"you shouldn't get attatched to me. we haven't been dating long at all and i am already deeply in love with you, it scares me so much. im only going to end up hurting you or myself. you didn't wonder why i took medicine everyday? well it's because i'm insane. i go to a shrink every month but it never helps. you really don't understand. i think bad thoughts luke, very very bad thoughts. i never want to hurt you but i'm afraid i might."

"that doesn't mean i shouldn't be with you. i know you would never do anything to intentionally hurt me. i can help you. we are going on that date, okay? please promise me you'll go." i always knew something was up with him but i dont care, i will fix it.

"anything for you. i will try to get better for you luke."

a/n: my emotiONS!!!!!! anyway read muh new story messages to michael pretty please????