Take Care

Killing Him Softly

Christmas passed, but it didn't feel right. Shit, it didn't even feel like Christmas. I recently received the news that Asia's mom died, shot also. Her dad was shot & killed, her mom was shot & killed but I know that Asia is not gonna die on me. They tried giving her a certain amount of time to live but fuck that, she's gonna survive. "Asia, I miss looking into those beautiful brown eyes with the light they carry." I held her hand & looked down at her, she's been in a coma for a week. I'd love to sit here for hours like the rest of the guys but they don't understand how much it hurts me to watch her hurt.

Duff's P.O.V
Sometimes izzy stays or Axl even matt! But slash can't stay for over 10 minutes. He says he has things to do but we all know he's lying. Believe me, we all hate to see Anastasia like this but it is what it is, we can't just walk out on her. Her mom passed away 3 days ago, she was shot also.

It's New Year's Eve tomorrow, we're gonna spend it at our house because they aren't allowing anyone to visit for New Year's Eve or New Year's Day. I've been messing around with a groupie, Halley, she has dirty blonde hair & huge tits. Axl & Erin are engaged. Matt is dating some girl named Candace, she reminds me so much of Anastasia. She cares for us, all of us, in every tiny way. Erin does too but not a lot, it's fine though, we still love her. Izzy isn't looking for love, only drugs. Slash can't handle anything. My anxiety is growing worse.

Candace's P.O.V
I've been with matt for almost a month, it's been so amazing. It may be soon, but he's means everything to me. Including all the guys, I love them just as much. I love being there for them all. Especially, Halley & Erin, they're fucking rad. Duff is friendly, Axl is tense but soft also, izzy keeps to himself, & slash is never around.

"So babe, what's up with Anastasia?" I laid on matt's & we both stared up at the ceiling. I've come to know that, Anastasia, is a really close friend of the band but she was recently shot & is now placed in a coma. "Uhh, they gave her like 5 days or so to live. So obviously, slash is gonna be missing for about 10 days." He mumbled & I could feel the sound of his voice in his chest as the words rolled out his mouth. "What's up with him? Are they a couple or some shit?" I asked, I didn't know much about everything that's been happening "no no no, slash & her grew up together. Their bond is so strong they could read each other's mind but they can't understand each other's feelings, they're in love but don't say nothin' it's complicated." He said with a soft growl, it was late at night so he was probably tired & my questions are probably pissing him off. "Oh okay. Goodnight." I began to lay down.

3:00am, I sat in the kitchen drinking my tea, it was New Years Eve now. Heavy footsteps & a large curly mane, it was slash. "Hey." I said, startling him "oh fuck!" He shouted "sorry." I said quietly & started walking towards him "why so jumpy?" I asked as I took a seat on the couch. Lately, slash jumps at ever sound & stays in his room, at band practice he hates every loud thing ( & these boys are known for being loud) even at concerts he runs all around freaking out while playing. "Just tired" he mumbled & took a seat on the love seat, I didn't reply back "why you up?" He asked "kinda sick" I told him & the tension was growing so strong "Slash, what's wrong?!" I spat out

"for fuck sakes, Candace, she's dying!" I've never hurt such deep sadness in someone's voice like the way Slash cried out. With the light from the kitchen I could see restless nights & restless days in his eyes. It was him who was dying.