Ethan Wes is an orphaned teenager battling an eating disorder while also dealing with the usual teenage shit, this is his story
This is the prequel to the main story which is now being written and is called This Means Family
You should check it out...
⬆️Please read before continuing this story also there won't be trigger warnings as this book is based on mental illness so I'm basically trigger warning the whole book cause I want all my readers to stay happy and healthy with that said buckle up cause this is about to become an emotional rollercoaster
What are we put on this earth for? Is it to work? Make a difference? Discover something? Love something?
Or is this all some kind of torture? Some kind of punishment for something we did in a past life Something we couldn't control Something we don't even remember
Why do some people have it all? Family Money Fame Love
But others.....why do we get the short end of the stick? Why are we born talentless? If everyone is important If everyone is equal Then shouldn't we have some sort of talent? Something that makes us special Something that makes us important to the world Or are some people just here by chance? By accident Are we the forgotten ones? The broken ones The mistakes
If there is a God did he get bored making us? Were we too defective? Did he give up on us too? Like everyone else?
How many others are like us? Are there others? Or are we alone in this world? This cruel world Maybe someone's making bets on us? Which one will be destroyed first?
Why are there so many questions? So many that go unanswered Is it because we don't live long enough to find out? Or is because we are never meant to know?
That's the beauty of life, right? It's unpredictable Or is it the hardship of life? You can't prepare for the worst
Sorry I'm rambling, I'm probably just bumming you out now I'm Ethan Wes, I'm 16 and I guess I'm gonna let you into my life, even if it is just for a little while, I'm warning you now though I'm gonna sound like a whiney bitch for most of this, sorry I guess.
But here's a little lift up, someone told me this once and I like to try to believe it.
Life is like an ocean, it goes up and down so keep swimming it has to go up at some point and you don't wanna miss it.
If you are suffering from mental illness, suicidal thoughts, abuseetc please don't suffer in silence either call a helpline, talk to a loved one or even pm me I'm always open to talk xoxo CarahFarrell 💙
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