his princess her gangleader ( book 1 )

chapter 27

zoe's POV

we were in the hospital wing and by we i mean everyone

emmet reunited with his family and i must say it was pretty emotional

" i hope your wrong about this emmet " damien said glaring at him he was about to say something when the doctor walked in " well looks like he was right " i froze " so your telling me we lost our kid without him being fucking born or growing yet " damien said trying to process what he just heard " yes that is what im saying " i felt sick i couldnt breath the only thing on my mind is the fact my baby is gone and no one knows...

no fucking way

no i refuse to believe that 

but then again she is capable of anything

" cassi " i said emotionless and she looked at me " yes " " get me sophie harmed or unharmed shes going to feel my fucking wrath " everyone looked at me like ive gone mad " are you sure it was her " she looked at me concerned " shes the only other person i can fucking think of cassi cause the ex is dead and when i fought sophie she landed a blow on my stomach " " theres something else isnt there " damien said looking at the doctor and he sigh " she has high levels of mercury running in her blood stream so whoever used that on her knew what they were doing " i couldnt feel anything i couldnt talk or move i couldnt do anything

this isnt real

i cant believe i lost my baby

he wasnt even born yet

when we got home i ran to our room and cried i cried because i was careless and most of all i lost my baby. " zoe " i heard my name and looked up and damien was standing there by the bed " i want revenge " was all i said and he sigh " i know baby i do too " " we can make another one right " he pushed me down on the bed and got ontop of me " its too soon to make another one zoe you just lost that one " " damien " " you not gonna give up are you " " no but your right its too soon " he smiled and kissed me " we'll get them back and theyll feel our wrath "

three weeks later sophie is in our basement giving us the info we need but sadly lea told me to let her live because she might be useful to us so i let it slide. we've been tracking down those fuckers who got her to do it and once we do damien and i will try again but for now we're taking things slow and yes we've had sex alot those last few days to relieve our stress from all this shit going on in our fucked up lives.

" this is all my fault " damien mumbled as he was doing paper work in his office and i was sitting on his lap " what do you mean " " all of this wouldve never happened if i didnt ignore my duties which was taking care of you and our baby " " you didnt know damien so its not your fault dont blame yourself for it " " but it still is zoe i dragged you into my world knowing the consequences " " no damien i dragged myself into this i chose to be with you because i fucking love you and im not afraid to get my hands dirty and im not afraid to have blood on my hands but those fuckers will pay for taking away whats ours and baby im not going anywhere im here with you forever im yours and youre mine " " good cause im too selfish to let you go either way " i chuckled and was about to reply when someone knocked " come in " damien said pulling me closer and alex walked in " we found them " thats all i needed to know before i got up and told him what to do and next thing i know we're all loading our cars and headed towards our destination

" i assume sophia failed in what she had to do " someone said from behind us and we turned around and someone was standing there with a grin " you have blood on you hands " " wheres the blood if you dont bleed " he smirked and i shot him on the shoulder " youre the reason my baby is gone griffin " " well you shouldnt have left " " i had every right to leave you im with damien now and you just killed our little happiness " " that was supposed to be me " " god you sound like his fucking ex " alex take him away " he nodded and dragged him away while we all went home 

not without a little chaos of course

a few days after the whole thing i started feeling sick and i didnt know why 

so i have been on bed rest for almost a week and i keep throwing up what i eat and its pissing me off cause im fucking starving " marvin is coming to check up on you and see whats wrong " i nodded weakly cause i couldnt do nothing at the moment. " youre gonna be ok babe " " damien im not dying " " i know but i hate seeing you like this " " i miss my team " " youre sick and all you can think about is our highschool football team really " " listen dickhead i love that game and those people are my friends and i - " i didnt finish cause i found myself running to the bathroom again just as the gang doctor walks in. he checked my vitals and shit then asked me to take a test because he thinks its either im pregnant again or i ate something that doesnt go with my body

in other words its not the food poisoning option that made me sick

if you know what i mean