his princess her gangleader ( book 1 )

chapter 40

damien's POV

i woke up with alex scrolling through his phone but no zoe

" wheres zoe " i asked and he looked up " she went to see emma " i nodded " so what happened while i was out aside from me dying more then once " he chuckled and explained everything and honestly i was shocked but proud of her she took the situation like a fucking champ " i honestly couldnt be more proud of her when she left him to us so we each get - " i interrupted him " wait you said she went to see emma " " yea why you - oh shit " " yea oh shit is fucking right zoe is pregnant and theres no doubt shes gonna tell her some shit about being with me this long and about claire " " it wasnt your baby tho so she shouldnt be worried about it " i gave him a look " do you really think emma is gonna tell her the baby aint mine " " well i mean she couldve told her you never know " i was about to say something when the door opened with a slam

i looked and saw zoe standing there with tears and pain in her eyes

" you got another girl pregnant and you left her " alex snuck out not wanting to be a part of the whole argument and honestly i dont blame him. i looked at her " zoe - " " no dont zoe me you have a child with another girl left her saying it wasnt yours and that you didnt want kids and now that you have me all of a sudden you want to have kids because im the only one you want a baby with ? " " her and i were never together to begin with zoe it was just a thing i had with her before you cause i was going through some shit and wasnt thinking right " " but you had the good sense to leave right and saying you didnt want it " " is that really what you think of me after all this time " " i dont know what to fucking think anymore damien " " first of all thats not how it fucking happened i dont know what kind of shit emma told you and you should know by now that i would never abandon my own fucking kid and if i didnt want any i wouldve told you to get rid of it or i wouldve left you " " that doesnt - " " shut the fuck up and let me finish i would never leave my own kid behind and you fucking know that she knew the baby wasnt mine but she told me it was and i know it want because im always careful when i had sex with her " " you werent with me tho " " thats because i wanted to get you pregnant some day but whatever shit happens " " asswhipe " " look i knew she was just trying to dump the responsibility on me because she knew who the father was and didnt want to tell him because she was in love with me but i wasnt and that cause me and the kids father to hate eachother so when i told him the truth after he thought it was mine we stayed until the baby was born and she was really his and not mine i would never lie and you fucking know that i wouldnt keep shit from you unless necessary now stop acting like a fucking brat who just got her shit taken away and throwing a fucking tantrum "

i looked her in the eyes " are you gonna fucking chill now that you know the real and full story " she stayed quiet " and even if she was my kid you and i both know i would never leave her behind but she belongs to her father not me and im glad she aint mine honestly because i want you and only you and now that i fucking have finally im not letting you go especially when you have my children in that stomach of yours " she looked like she wanted to cry " im sorry " she mumbled looking down at the floor " im sorry you had to go through all of this and im sorry i doubted you " i chuckled " babe i honestly dont care that was in the past baby youre my future and so are our kids " she smiled and walked up to me and i pulled her in a hug " emma was just trying to get under your skin and see how you would react even tho she knows the full story " she frowned " what do you mean " " what i mean is she was testing you if you didnt love me or where frightened by what she said and ran away she would think your only with me for the children or to just dump them on me " " so she thought i was one of your sluts " she said with a disgusted face and i chuckled " no baby she was testing you because of what happened with claire she didnt want a repeat but she shouldve known better hence us being together for almost seven months and the fact we we're actually dating and not fuck buddies but she just had to go and open her big ass mouth " " you werent planning on telling me about this claire person were you " " not yet no but cats out of the bag plus you proved her wrong about everything " " what do you mean " " you didnt run away you came straight here to confront me about it and honestly im glad i atleast told you the truth and told you about her so now i can rest easy " she smiled sadly " hey dont give me that face you did nothing wrong baby you were just speaking you mind and theres nothing wrong with that " i pulled her to me and kissed her

she is one of a kind i swear

and shes not afraid to speak her mind

and honestly i couldnt ask for a better queen