his princess her gangleader ( book 1 )

chapter 34

damien's POV

shes gone

she fucking left me after i told her not too

hell even felicity is gone 

she thinks i wont fucking find her yea right 

you brought this on yourself sweetheart 

you can run but you cant hide 

i was in my office doing paperwork that i shouldve done a while ago but i kept glancing at the couch which is were i fucked her and also the last time i saw her. not only did she leave but she took my child with her i swear when i find her im going to punish her

does she not know what shit like that does to a man

its been two weeks already and ive sent atleast 20 of my members to the fucking hospital 

i cant think straight and i work on impulse i cant do this without her

i have to find her while also looking for emma 

" hey how you coping " i heard alex say as he walked in and i sigh " i dont know i just want her here with me i cant stand it " he sigh " i know man we'll find them " i was about to say something when my phone rang " hello ? " " miss me " i heard her voice after two weeks " where the fuck are you " i growled " dont worry bout it oh and dont bother trying to track the call you wont find me " i could see the smirk on her face " why did you leave " " so you could focus on youre work and not on me i can manage on my own damien plus i have a lead on the girl youre looking for " " what are you talking about " try moscow " " huh " " moscow the capital of russia " " why would she be there " " dunno but i can infiltrate and get her out " " no way in fucking hell one your pregnant and two its too dangerous " " babe danger is my middle name " " zoe " " ok ok i wont " " so youre in russia ? " " no i just asked your mom who she was and what she looked like pulled up gods eye and bam found her she was last seen in russia being cosy and cuddly with the russian mafia leader marco vancovik she had a few bruises from what i could tell anyways they have a meeting with alessandro next month to try and for an alliance but knowing my brother its just a trick to get the girl " " how do you know all this " " im a trained assassin babe i know alot of things and can do alot of things dont underestimate me " " how does alessandro know all this " " i told him when i found out so he decided to make a plan and form a fake alliance with the russian mafia so in other words that would be your only chance on saving her and bringing them down " " youre something else you know that " " yea yea love you too and see you soon " i sigh " its nice to hear your voice but it would be better if you were here " " in due time babe im not even showing yet so chill " " i dont care anything could - " " dont " i sigh again " im sorry its just after losing our first baby i dont want to lose another one " " ill be fine see you " and then she hung up

i leaned back looking at alex " did you get all that " he nodded " we'll start planning right now " " no give it a few days before we start planning we dont want to get too ahead of ourselves only for it to backfire we need to plan this thoughtfully " he nodded " yea thats a good idea we dont want them to know we're onto them " " go get nico so we can let him know " he nodded " oh and uh dont worry about zoe so much she can handle herself " with that he walked out

i know but i cant help it

i got up and went to the gym to cool off a bit and clear my head

dad showed up and looked at me raising an eyebrow " trouble in paradise " i sigh " you have no idea " " ya know shes just like your mother " " really ? " " yea she was just like her when we were together but i pushed her away to protect her and i regret it i mean i feel sorry for the guy " " no you dont " " ok fine im happy the bastard is dead " i chuckled " just give her some time to herself damien that girl loves you i can see that everytime i look at her and she cares about you enough to go away for a few days so you can focus back on your work people are starting to think youve gone soft and weak and she noticed so you need to prove them wrong while also protecting her because not only is she your queen shes the mother of your unborn child " " i know dad i just want her with me " " and thats the problem you need to stop depending on her like a child damien grow the fuck up and show them your still the same cold hearted beast you were before you met her be ruthless outside of these walls and soft inside these walls only we know your soft around her and the others but you need to get your shit together and show those small wannabe number one gangs you are and always will be the mafia king and you are not one to be messed with "

hes right i need to get my shit together and i know the perfect way to do it