NCT Jaemin || IDOLS

Part 13

I'm back and I will try to write more I have my iPad back so it should be ok. I'm really sorry for not publishing anything, please forgive me.

Y/N pov

We was recording the songs for the album. Everything went fine but they kept on asking random questions. Question about Jaemin. -For the last time I'm not THAT close with him, I said. Everyone looked and King. -I'm sorry it was a stupid question, he said looking at the floor. Jin-Hyuk and Mi-Sun was laughing at him. Then Hye-Kyung entered.

-Are you guys done with the recording cause I am, she said. We all nodded and went home. -Wait we need to stop at the store, I said. -Why, Mi-Sun said. Because I want ramen, we also need some other stuff, I said -I ate the last one, King said laughing. -I know it was actually mine, Jin-Hyuk said looking outside the window. -I'm sorry, king said hugging Jin-Hyuk's arm. King got a kiss on the head from Jin-Hyuk and we stopped at a store.

Me and Jin-Hyuk was running inside for buying what we needed. -So how is it going with you and King, I said smirking at him. -He pushed me close to him behind some shelves and made me stay quiet. -It's some fans from the fan meeting we had two weeks ago. They must know we are here. They were flirting with me and King. Do you have your mask. He asked. -No I don't, I said looking up at him.

-Take this mask I have a hoodie, he said giving me his mask. We then walked like couple to the cashier and paid. We did run outside and into the car acting like idiots. Once we got inside Mi-Sun started driving right away.

-Did they see you guys, King asked. -No I don't think so, Jin-Hyuk said. We arrived at our apartment and King was setting the food in the fridge. The others sat down on the couch to watch some shows together. I went to the bathroom just to change. I had a oversized hoodie and some chill pant. I walked into the living room and they already had a movie and popcorn ready. We all sat down and started watching the movie.

The movie ended and we all went to sleep. I checked my phone and saw 7 missed calles and 50 messages from Jaemin. I called him back and he answered right away. -Omg finally you answered I was scared. -Jaemin what's wrong. -I wanted to meet but it's to late now. Can we meet another day. -Of course we can.

After talking with Jaemin I did get ready for bed and watching some yt. Mostly just theories about me and Jaemin. It was trending everywhere. I was happy for the support but I also saw comments about me not deserving him.

I went to sleep crying thinking about what people say on the internet. I woke up the next morning with the phone in my hand and stained tear on my chin and the bed. We had a few days off before we start filming the mv. Today I was going to visit Jaemin in his dorm with the other dream people.

I got ready for the day. Getting some clothes and make myself breakfast. I made more then I could I could eat so I put the rest in the fridge and was thinking King would come and eat it. I was wrong. When I was scrolling trough the internet Jin-Hyuk came tiredly out off his bedroom. -Good morning how are you, I said. -I'm just... ugh did you make any food? He asked. -I did but I was thinking King wanted it but you can also eat it, I said.

He walked to the fridge and took the food. He sat down next to me and started eating. Just sitting alone eating not saying anything. -Are you ok, I asked. -Do you know how King is. I have known him my whole life but he has changed like really changed after we started dating, he said. -But you guys have been dating for a year now and you wasn't gonna tell me before now that he changed, I said angrily.

We have always been trainees together growing up together. That they have managed to keep this secret is sick. I shared everything about myself with them but they didn't. They helped me with my feelings and hiding my friendship with Jaemin away from Hye-Kyung. After two years in this group we have all realized that she really just is a bitch.

That they have helped me but can't tell about them selves to me. A tear came down my chin. I came back to reality and Jin-Hyuk whipped the tear away. He gave me kunfused look.

-Are you ok? You still haven't answered my question, he asked. I smiled at him and laughed. -People change and we can't do anything about it, I said he became silent. -You still love him I hope, I said after some time. -Of course I do but he's not like he used to be when we started dating. It's like he wants people to know we are dating, he said. -Would it really be that bad if they found out. People know about me and Jaemin already, I said.

He ate the breakfast and walked away after our talk. He didn't want people to know about the relationship. Some day he must but I asked him to talk with King about it. I need to get ready for my meeting with Jaemin. It was autumn so I needed more clothes. I got a mask, a scarf and long coat.

I was about too go when King came running out of the room with a screaming Jin-Hyuk after him. -King we need to talk comeback, he screamed after King. I stopped Jin-Hyuk and let King be alone. -Let him be alone for now he needs more time, I said dragging him to his room. I left him and walked outside sending a message to Mi-Sun about the situation. She was visiting her parents home today.