Blink, Hoseok FF ✔️

j u n g h o s e o k

i looked down on the floor, not wanting to meet her gaze

her gaze alone is like burning the heck out of me

how should i phrase it?

what if i phrase it wrongly and she runs away?

❝ come let's sit first ❞

she said and we both sat on the bench in silence.

❝ so... what was it that you want to tell me? ❞

she continued and i immediately broke down in front of her

i bet that this is the first time she's ever seen me cry

❝ why? what's wrong? i wouldn't scold you. i promise. so... can you tel me? ❞

she asked me and i sniffed and wiped my tears and looked at her wearily, before holding her hands.

i saw how she gasped softly when i held her hand as i knew that my hands are cold and it properly shocked her

❝ you won't leave me if i tell you the truth right ?❞

i asked and she nodded her head

❝ but firstly, i will need to apologise for my behaviour that night i screamed at you and went out of the house ❞

she nodded her head and i apologised to her

❝ but...there's something i'm still confused about. why is it that when i sleep, i can't feel your presence beside me? ❞

she asked me and i gulped, because this is the one and only time i get to tell the truth and the response of hers will matter if i am going to die

i took in deep breaths and told her the truth

❝ i'm sorry if i'm going to scare you but i'm actually not a human. i'm a vampire, the royal blood vampire and you are my mate, my soulmate. ❞

i told her and she replied me!

i'm so happy that i can get an answer but what if the answer is negative?

❝ so you're saying that you're a vampire?! like i thought vampires and all these are mythical creatures? but that day... i accidentally cut my finger and i saw your eyes turn red. were you okay?
and that time when you finally came home, you looked at tired and seemed like you got beaten up. were you okay? and have you been eating well? wait no... drinking well? you look really unhealthy.
where were you when you did not come home?
and the death cases. are you the cause of their deaths? or who is it? can you- ❞

i kissed her lips to shut her up as she was rambling too much.

❝ i'll tell you but first, promise me that you won't leave me because i will die. so for the topic of mates, i cannot be away form my mate for more than a day and if i do, it is killing me inside like literally. so when you met me after so long, i was almost dead and after seeing you, i got healthier and also got back my energy. the reason why you can't feel my presence when you sleep is because i usually go for night walks to find food and when i mean food, they are blood so i hurt down people like those criminals.
i can tell it they are criminals because i can smell their blood and their blood is always stronger.
if not, i will drink those thugs or gang members blood. i don't know if you will accept me but if you don't, it's alright because i will die and you will be free then. and i'm really sorry but i actually accompany you when you sleep, just that you don't feel me because i am hiding in the shadows and when i was not home, i was back in hell talking to my parents about you as my mate. ❞

i said sadly because i know that she will
obviously reject me as her mate

i sighed sadly and tears began welling in my eyes

❝ hey hey hey. who said that i am going to leave you? i'm just shocked to hear it but that does not mean that i will reject you. but one question, since when did you drink blood? you look really pale. like very pale. paler than when you're around me. before you do anything, you better answer me. ❞

y/n demanded me to tell her

cute

she looks so damn cute trying to get mad and worried at me at the same time

i then recalled when was the last time i drank from a human

❝ hm... i think it was... a month ago? because all i remember was drinking from blood bags the hospital gave. ❞

i told her and she immediately searched for something in her bag.

and then she took out a... small blade?

she then cut her hand and offered her blood to me, shoving her face towards me too

❝ here. drink it. i don't want my love ones dying so drink it. ❞

she said and i looked at her wearily

❝ are you sure? i won't stop. ❞

i told her and she smiled at me

❝ i know you'll stop so drink it now and i know that even if you're not gonna stop, you will get back your senses and will try and revive me in as many ways as possible and one of them will be turning me into a vampire so now, drink. ❞

she demanded again and i sighed, bringing her arm closer to mine and kissed the cut, before anything else happens