TORTURE (Jimin FF)

✨ Sequel ✨

Jimin's POV

"So it's your last session Mr. Park. How are you feeling?" Asked my psychiatrist Dr.Song. "I'm really grateful about everything doc." I said leaning back on the couch. "So like I said. Did you talk to your girlfriend about everything you've been feeling lately?" He asked. "I've talked to her about this and that but not quite everything. You know how anxious I've been after I realized what I've done." I said anxiously sighing.

"You've been doing great Jimin-ssi. You've improved so much. From the first time I met you, you had a hard time opening up and seeking help from me. But look at you now. You're all fine young man." He smiled brightly, reminding me of Hobi hyung. "I'm going to propose to her tonight. I want to clear my head out to her, pour my heart on her hands and ask for her to marry me." I said smiling slightly.

"Congrats Jimin-ssi. As far as I know Ms. Kim, she's gonna say yes." He said.

It's been six months since the day we started dating. I've tried to be as normal as someone can be and tried my best to be nice and make it up to her. I've said sorry to all of them especially to Namjoon Hyung and Taehyung. No matter how many times they said they forgave me I just can't help and feel guilty. Y/N doesn't know about my therapy sessions yet. I'm gonna tell her tonight.

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I looked at my phone and it was 4pm already after got every ready as I planned for tonight. I hope she likes it. I told her I have something to tell her and she said she does too. I wonder what it is. I opened her message box and texted her.

Me: Babe I'm in the car. Are you ready?

Y/N: I'll be down in 5 minutes.

My heart was jumping so fast it can literally bungee jump out of my ass. She's been kinda quit lately. I tried to talk her out of it but she seemed kinda worried. So I didn't force her. Cause ofc I've promised myself not to force her for anything even if I die. In no time rushing through my thoughts came Y/N. Dressed like the goddess she had always been.

I told her to dress nicely not dress to kill (ㅠㅠ). When she got into the car I pecked her lips and she smiled slightly. "Are we going somewhere or is it a long drive talk?" She asked looking ahead. "Mmmh we're going somewhere." I said not knowing if she really wanna hear me rant. "Okay." She said. Why does she sound like she wants to break up with me? Or is it just me being delusional?

I drove her to the beach. Once she said her ideal first kiss is during sunset at a beach which never happened. So I thought it's gonna make her happy if I propose to her at a beach. "Are we going to the beach?" She asked looking puzzled. "Yea." I said biting my lip. I got out of the car and held the door open for her to step out. She looked at the sun setting and smiled purely. I wonder if she knows how much I love her.

I held her hand and we walked up to the place I decorated for tonight. I looked at her face and she look surprised at not happy. What's going on. "Do you like it?" I asked with hesitation. "I love it." She said tilting her head sidewise and smiling. And I love you.