✓ PLEASURABLE MESS

five

You went home crying and your brother was already home and was completely shocked when he saw you in such a mess. You were soaking wet because it started to pour with rain as soon as you got out of the mansion

You told him everything and you told him the truth about sam's father

"Why didn't you tell me sooner!? You slept with a mafia leader!? Y/n! What were you thinking!?" He scolded you and you looked down, he ran his hands through his hair and sighed in frustration

"wait what's the name of the mafia leader?" He asked

"Hwang hyunjin" you responded without any hint of expression on your voice, he suddenly gasped "What?" You asked him

"Hwang!? He's the CEO of the company I'm working at!" He said and you rolled your eyes

"I don't think it's necessary for me to know that, he wouldn't take sam with him to the company" you said

"Who knows!? Anyways if he does take sam to the company you can meet him there, secretly!" He said as if that's easy

"You do know if I get caught I might get my head chopped off" you sarcastically said and he sighed

"Well what are you gonna do now?" He asked and you looked down

"I don't know..."

Hyunjin pov
When she left, the kid was still crying. Eventually he stopped crying but he was just sitting at the couch and not saying anything for the past 2 hours

What's this kid's deal?

"Hey, you wanna watch tv?" I asked him but he didn't responded "What do you want? You want toys? I can buy you the whole toy section if you want" but that didn't made him speak

He was just staring at an empty space like his soul left his body

"Tsk how annoying" I said and crossed my arms as I was sitting across him

"Young master I think it wasn't a good idea to separate him from his mother, after all he grew up with having only his mom by his side" Mr. Yanai said (the driver's name) and I glared at him but he didn't seem scared by my glare like always

"Tsk his mother was only a pain" I said

"Young Master, you're becoming like your father" he said which made me gave him a death glare

"What did you say?" I said with anger in my voice

"Don't you remember? The situation the young boy is into is also the same situation at the time your father decided to take you in and separated you with your mothe-" I stood up and pointed my gun at him

"Shut up. My mother never came back, I never needed her and she never needed me that mother of this boy is the same as my mother. She will never come back just for his son" I said and walked away from him

"Prepare his room and lead him to it" I ordered the maids and they bowed at me. I went upstairs to my room and slammed the door

Your pov
You couldn't sleep, your eyes were puffy from all of the crying last night. You looked over to the picture of sam and smiled painfully

Are you doing well there sammie?

Ah, how weak am i? I'm not deserving to be called a mother, I can't even fight for my own son. Am I this weak?

You sat up and curled up hugging your leg. You cried and cried

"I'm sorry..." You said over and over again until you fell asleep

tomorrow morning
"You seriously need to get sam back" your brother said while he looked at you with worried eyes, your eyes were very puffy anyone could tell you were crying last night

"I can't..." You said

"What do you mean you can't!? Sam won't last a day there! You know sam better than his dad so you should know sam would end up not liking his dad if you're not there. Sam would want to go with you instead of his dad as soon as he knows what kind of dad that man is" he said, raising his voice a little

He's actually right. You stood up

"I'm gonna get my son back" you said with full of confidence

At his mansion
"Ma'am we told you already you can't go in!" The guard at the gate said and was trying to pull me back from entering but you didn't give up

Until the gates suddenly opened and a black limo was slowly going out from the gate and you ran at the front of the limo, spread your arms and hoped for the limo to stop

And it did

"You're the kid's mother!" The driver said as he looked at you through his window that was now opened

"Hwang Hyunjin! Get out of there and talk to me" You yelled and you heard the car door opening revealing hyunjin in a tuxedo, he had a long blonde hair that was neatly combed

"What do you want?" He coldly asked and you furrowed your eyebrows at him

"I want my son back" you said and he laughed

"That's probably the ridiculous thing I have heard in my entire life!" He laughed and looked at you as he slowly smirked "Have you forgotten? You signed a contract-"

"I don't give a shit about those contracts! I want to be with my son! I want to see him!" You yelled and his smirk faded away and he slowly made his way to you which made you gulped and can't help but to be nervous

Please don't kill me

I won't get killed, won't I?

I hope not...

"Well there's no other way..." he said which made you look at him with confusion

"What?"

"Live with me"