the sun

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Sunshine
Hey guys!

Mama
Whats wrong baby?

Dadchi
You should be asleep!

Dinoboi
What the hell do you want? Its 2 fucking am!

Yams
Im trying to sleep!

Mama
Let him speak what if something is wrong with him?

Dinoboi
He probably wants to ask a stupid question he could ask his parents! Not that they would answer! He is so fucking annoying😑

Yams
Thats no nice tsukki

Dinoboi
I dont care! Hes so annoying!

Sunshine
I'm sorry for being such a burden to you. I don't have any parents to ask....
I couldn't sleep because it's thier death anniversary. So i couldn't sleep.
But i see i am not wanted anywhere. But before i go i want to tell you guys something.

Dinoboi
Damn.....

Everyone in the chat became silent. They didn't know what to say. So they let him text. Mama added kenma

Kenma
Why was i added here

Mama
Back read

Kenma back read and became sad. He knew about Shoyo's family life. Kenma knew he was hurting and forgot the painful day. Kenma knew shoyo couldn't explain his feeling well and would use song lyrics.

Sunshine
I cant breath, i cant breath, 999
Im waiting for the exhale, I toss my pain with wishes in a wishing well

Jesus
Are you having a panic attack??

Sunshine
I cant breathe, im waiting for the exhale
Toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing still no luck, but oh, well,
I still try even though I know im gon' fail

M

Mama
Please don't give up!

Kenma
Im here for you!! I love you bro!!

Sunshine
Stress on my shoulders like an anvil
Perky got me itching like an ant-hill
Drugs killing me softly
Sometimes I don't know how to feel.

M

Mama
Drugs??

Kenma
Drugs shoyo? Do you mean your antidepressants?

Dinoboi
Antidepressants???

Sunshine
Ring-ring, phone call from depression
I use my past and my memories as a weapon
On the other line I talk to addiction
speakin' of the devil, all the drugs,
I miss them

Kenma
Have you not been taking your medication?
You know you need to take them!! Your doctor said you needed to take them!!!

Mama
You should listen to your doctor baby😭

Sunshine
This cant be real, is it fiction?
Somethin' feels broke, need to fix it
I cry out for help, do they listen?
Ima be alone till it's finished

Kenma
You are never alone

Dinoboi
You have us! We are your teammates!

Sunshine
This is the part where i tell you im fine, but im lying I just don't want you to worry
This is the part where I take all my feeling and hide 'em Cause I don't want anyone to hurt me

Sunshine
I can't do this anymore kenma
Im sorry. Goodbye every one i love you and remember this is none of your fault. This is my final goodbye...

Kenma
NO!!!! NOT AGAIN
I CAN NOT LOSE YOU!! SHOYO PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF!!!

This was the last text they ever got from their friend Hinata shoyo. For he had committed suicide in his room all alone. Everyone got to his little apartment to late.

They will always remember Shoyo has the sun.

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