my girl crush

4th

She was sparkling. Her eyes, her mouth, her hair, her whole body and even her hands.
Wow this women is stunning,
I thought.
(What the hell was I thinking? She is or was sleeping with my husband. I should stare at her in disgust.
But I don't.
And I wonder why.)

"Doctor Montgomery? Hello?"
She looked at me wide eyed. And I realised I must've been in my own thoughts.
"Yes. Ahm... Sorry... I I was thinking about-" I put my thoughts together again and try to think sensible again. "Alright, it doesn't matter what I was thinking. So what was I saying?"
"You requested me for what?"
"I requested you for a c-section."

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in the O.R.
We delivered the baby very well and the baby was good. So there were no bad complications.

"You did very well in there. You stayed calm at any time. Good girl, Grey!"

(Shit! Did that just happend? Did I just call her "good girl"? Oh my god! What is wrong with me?
And now she's smiling again and aaahh her pretty eyes and these cute little dimples appeared on her cheeks)

(I've never get that distracted by a person before. Not by a man or A GIRL. I'M NOT GAY!)

"Thanks, doc Montgomery.
Even if everything went well in there I feel very tired so I hope it's okay if I go and find an empty on-call room to do a power-nap. If anything happens the nurses can call me. So you can go home or in your hotel room. I don't know where you're staying. But you should get a bunch of sleep.
Not because you look tired or stressed. No no no, that's not what I've meant. I thought that all of this must be hard for you so a little rest could be good."

Wow this Woman was amazing! And she was caring about me.

„Thank you Meredith. I am really thankful for you.
And of course you can go in an on-call room. I'll tell the nurses to paige you if there's an emergency."
I smiled at her.
And she smiled back to me.

"See ya tomorrow in the morning,
Doctor Montgomery"

"See you tomorrow,
Meredith"
But she couldn't hear me, because she leaves already.