choking distance

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1 and a half miles

the starting line

hushed anticipation

nike sneakers shuffling against

the sickly orange spray-painted

line as girls size each other up put

themselves down my

heart is jackrabbiting the

whistle blows


1 mile

high ponytails swish in

rhythm with frantic feet the

bottles of water I had chugged

sloshing in step filling

my lungs


½ mile

the woods are so calm I

almost forget its a race and

that i will be placed as a tally

lined up against all the other

girls my performance just a

number down to milliseconds any

time more than your previous race

a failure


500 feet

the finish line is

in sight

my legs my arms my

hands flailing wading through

the heat the

expectations of the crowd the

coaches the teammates screaming from

the sidelines the burn in my

chest is a welcome beast telling

me i did the best i could even

if i could never be

the best

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