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- chases point of view -

I get up from probably snoring to loud waking myself up again

I chuckle to myself as I open my eyes

I look over to Ella and see she's not there

Where did she go

I look over at my phone

'4:22' why did she get up so early

I get up and throw on some shorts before going out of the room

It's still pitch black

"Ella?" I say in a loud whisper and I walk into the kitchen

About a thousand Ella's later where did she go?

Shit!

I run out the back door without even closing the door behind me as I can already hear loud sobs

Shit shit shit shit shitttt

I climb up the tree house ladder and open the door to find her

Her with the head on her knees sobbing

I come in as she doesn't notice me and sit next to her

"Elliana.." I start

Her head shoots up at me revealing her tearing eyes

"I can explain-" I start but I get cut off

"why! were you afraid people would see it.." she asks me in a crack voice

I look over next to her and see the big X over our initial heart

"no, seriously why do you think I care what people think about that"

"well obviously there's a reason you did that so tell me why" she asks

"I..I can't.." I look away from her

"why not! you keep everything from me might as well tell me why you just ruined this"

"you'd never talk to me again" I say still not looking at her

"oh, come on it can't be that bad" she says whipping her tears

"yes it is that bad, now seriously stop asking" I say getting up and walking over to the door

This is getting to far

"hey chase?" I hear before I open the door and I turn around to her

"yeah?" I ask

"I actually hate you.." she whispers as I watch a tear from her eye fall

"good " I reply as I open the door and slam it

Now she hates me and that's good she needs to hate me so I can't get over this

But I get it I mean I have no explanation for her

And look where that got me

And look where that got me

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