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Leaning his head on my shoulders caressing my hands, that's what jungwon is doing right now. I don't know what to do, i'm not good at comforting people “You okay jungwo– babe?” I almost slipped there, he nodded and slowly sat properly fidgeting his fingers lowing down his head. I chuckled, he can be cute sometimes. I sighed leaning my back on the bench watching the sky with full of clouds.

“I'm sorry...” jungwon said turning to me with sadness on his eyes, i raised an eyebrow at him “For what?” why is he saying sorry again? “I shouldn't have treat you like this” his words made me soft, he grabbed my hands back again and started to play with it “I think i should really let you go..” my eyes widened about what he said, i don't know why but there's a part of me that i don't want him to let me go.

“jungwon— what?”

“I'm really sorry, i know this is wrong but i just got obsessed with you”

“So, you're finally letting me go? and you're gonna leave again?” My voice cracked as tears started to build on my eyes, he's my bestfriend and i don't want him to leave again “No, what i mean is let's break up. This relationship is toxic” he smiled brightly at me, the smile that i've been craving for for years. I can't believe he's smiling like this again “Will you go back to the old you?” he scratched his nape and laughed awkwardly nodding at me.

“Yes, i'll bring back the old jungwon” he smiled causing his dimples to pop out, i couldn't help it but to hug him and cry. Is this happy tears? happy that he's finally back? well i guess yes “Yah stop crying jewjew” I even hugged him tighter after hearing my nickname on his mouth, i miss him so bad. I finally broke the hug and shed my tears away “And..about johnny” huh? johnny? oh wait—

“How did you know that mysterious guy?”

“That was me” i gasped, i can't believe he can flirt...i thought he was just a innocent boy and– about that february thing “What's with the february by the way?” he winked playfully ruffling my hair “That's a secret”