Where we met (multi) [SLOW UPDATES]

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A/N : I think I've been gone for like a year... I apologize 💀

Jahseh POV

As I'm laying in bed cuddling with Stokeley I have this weird feeling in my stomach.

I was just with Jarad not to long ago and I started thinking about him in a way I didn't before. But now I'm cuddling next to Stokeley like it never happened. Wait does this make me a hoe?! Well it's not like we did anything and me a Stokeley aren't together so I'm probably over thinking it. But I do feel like I should still tell him...

I take a moment to debate wether I should say something and I finally make my decision. "Stokes... Can I tell you something? But you have to promise you won't think of me differently in any way." I said hesitantly.

He nodded his head as I sighed and finally said, "Yesterday I hung out with Jarad and we were having fun but we also cuddled for awhile." He probably won't care because it's not that big of a deal but for me it is. If I'm being honest, I want something to happen between me and Stokeley but I felt different around Jarad this time.

"I-I'm sorry I don't know why I told you that. I just felt like I shoul-" I was cut off by Stokeley who's facial expression changed but I couldn't tell what he was feeling. "No it's fine. I appreciate you telling me honestly."

Stokeley POV

I felt my body tighten up when he told me he was cuddling with Jarad. I love Jarad (as a brother) but I don't want him cuddling with Jahseh. Him telling me that they were cuddling is helping me understand my feeling a little more. It's helping me realize that I don't just see him as a friend.

He'll always be my vro but I feel like I want something more than that with him.

"Jah, have you ever dated a guy?" I ask very straightforward. He pauses for a moment looking caught off guard. "Well uh no... But I have thought about it." he answered honestly. Which lead me to my next question.

"Would you ever date your friend? Even if they were a guy?" He looked shocked once again because of my random questions. I feel like I should stop caring so much about what others think. That's probably why I'm so hesitant to be true with myself and my emotions.

He finally answered, "Well I would date my friend as long as they aren't uncomfortable with me if we were to break up. And I'm not 100 percent about my sexuality but I would date a guy. I hope you don't find it weird, I actually have liked a guy friend of mine though."

I didn't think Jah was straight but I was a little surprised to hear he had a crush on one of his guy friends. "I don't want to deny my feeling anymore so I was curious to know... would you like to go out sometime, like not just as friends?"

Soooo idk if ppl are still here and reading my story but if u are tysm it's already been a year lmao
I'm also gonna try and finish it soon so it's not one of those stories that have like 100 chapters (not saying there is something wrong with it but that's just to long for me)
It might be a little rushed sometimes like this chapter but I'll try to make not to many chapters without it sounding rushed