Poem 5, by me

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TRIGGER WARNING, THIS CHAPTER MENTIONS CUTTING.

Paint with red

If I could paint with red, would anyone see?
See the hidden pain that's inside of me?
I look at my scars and what I say
is "That is why I hurt today"

The silver brush is quick with strokes
The red pours out without a coax
I let myself sigh in relief,
I can finally deal with the grief

But if I stopped my painting, it would come again
And what would happen then?
I cast the thought aside,
I have to paint, for the pain I hide

Mother saw my painting, her eyes welled with tears
She asked "why?", I told her of my fears
She had me see a man, who helped me stop the paint
I no longer hear the voices, no longer feel the pain
And all I know is, I ever want to paint again

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