Third person's POV
"Hey! Jungkook!" Taehyung called, he has a bright wide smile on his face. Jungkook just keep on walking straight, pretending not to hear Taehyung.
"Hey!" Taehyung called and stood on Jungkook's way.
Jungkook sighed then glared at him.
"What to do you want?" Jungkook asked sternly.
"Nothing, just want to see you.. wanna hangout?" Taehyung asked.
The smile on Taehyung's face is annoying Jungkook.. Taehyung's whole existence is annoying him. He just hates him so much.
"How many times do I need to fvcking tell you I don't like you?! I don't wanna hangout with you! I don't wanna see you! And I don't want you in my life! Just fvcking leave me alone! I don't need you, I hate you! you're just a fvcking nerd who keeps on following me!!" Jungkook burst.
Taehyung's smile faded.. "o-oh... Right.." Taehyung suddenly felt embarrass and hurt. "I'm sorry.." he apologized and stood aside.
Jungkook glared at him before walking pass him.
After that day.. Taehyung didn't shown up to Jungkook anymore.
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3 days later•°•
"Here." Namjoon handed Jungkook a piece of paper.
"What's this?"
"Taehyung's number.. he said, contact him when you need someone to talk to."
Jungkook rolled his eyes and crumbled the paper, throwing it somewhere.
"You know Jungkook, you should be nice to Taehyung.. you might end up looking for him when he leaves."
"Tsk! He wish."
"Well.. your choice, I'm gonna go. There's only an hour left before the flight." Namjoon said and was about to go.
"Where are you going hyung?"
"To the airport.. didn't you heard? Taehyung was chosen to be the exchange student."
"Uh nevermind.. not interested."
Namjoon just shrugged and left.
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"Aigoo... All the passengers died." Jungkook's mother uttered while watching the news. Jungkook glance at the TV. It's about a plane, crushing in the middle on the ocean and no one survived. "Condolences to their families.." she added.
Jungkook suddenly felt cold.. he's somewhat.. nervous.
"Mom, can you change the channel?"
"Why? I'm watching."
"Just change it.. It's making me uncomfortable." He said and left to his room.
His mother raised an eyebrow. "What's wrong with him?"
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It's been a week since he last saw him.
Jungkook strangely feels empty.. he doesn't know why, but he's getting worried.. day by day.
"Ah.. hyung, Do you have Taehyung's number?" Jungkook asked.
"Yeah why?" Jin asked back.
"Can I have it? I just wanted to talk to him.." he said, looking away.
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"~~the number you have dialed is unavailable.. please try again later.~~*
Jungkook put down the phone. He already called 10 times.. it's the same.. it cannot be reached.
But he still didn't contact any of Taehyung's friends because his prideful self can't bring himself to admit that he's actually missing Taehyung.
He sighed for the nth time.
As days had passed.. jungkook's level of uneasiness had been increasing. It started when he heard that news..
"That can't be.."
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The annoying bubbly person.. the stubbornness.. the quirkiness.. the weird things he does... And especially that smile that annoys jungkook whenever he sees.
He misses it all.. and he's not denying now. The loneliness and longing is just to much for him to bear.
He didn't expect he would be longing for a person this much... Especially when it's the person he said he hates..
He hurt him... This must be his karma.. but isn't it too much?
He didn't mean to say those words..and it still can be taken back... Well.. supposedly..
But the pain he feels right now is going to last till his last breath... It's like a torn that had grown inside him that cannot be removed.
"Hey.." Jungkook started, throwing flowers to the ocean. ".. I miss you.. so much.." tears are brimming on the corner of his eyes.
"I'm sorry for what I said.." he scoffed. ".. last year."
Yes.. it's been a year since he last saw him.. and it's also a year when Jimin told him that it's confirmed that Taehyung died with the other passengers at that plane crash.
"I know I've been doing this for Almost everyday.. I.. I just..miss you so much.."
"I'm craving for your presence.. as always.. especially for your beautiful smile.. I miss everything about you.." Jungkook said, a tear dropped from his eye.
"I can't believe that the last moment we had was that... I hurt you.. if only I had realized that I love you earlier.. I would've have stopped you from going with that plane."
"I love you... But I guess it's too late to tell.."
Who would know that someone he despise so much before is the someone he's longing for the most now?
