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"Omi-Kun~ I'm done!"

"Wow your more bipolar than Bokuto"

"Did you just compare me to Bokuto, since when did you start talking to him!"

"Jealously isn't a good look on you Atsu."

"whatever! Let's go"

Atsumu pulls Sakusa by his hand and Sakusa noticed there was a red mark on his arm, he knew this was one of the symptoms of his cancer. Leukemia wasn't one of the most deadliest cancers which was the only reason why Sakusa was happy about. It's just hard to hind the red spots on his skin. He didn't know that much about his cancer he just knew basics. bleeding was the main one, well obviously it is called blood cancer so he should know it's about. Atsumu opens the door for Sakusa and he gets in Atsumu goes around and gets in as well. Sakusa glares at Atsumu and noticed the glitter on his eye lids.

"Are you wearing makeup.."

"just on my eyes omi-kun!"Atsumu begins to blush and looks away, he fells Sakusa's hand on his cheek and turns his face towards his and gently kisses his soft lips

"I thought you don't like it when I kiss you, because I have germs?"  Atsumu starts to pout

"There's no point of getting your germs if I'm already sick and I'm gonna die"

"OMI!! DONT SAY THAT" Atsumu starts crying

"Atsu.. I'm sorry.."

He grabs Atsumu's hand to make him look at him but he wouldn't budge..

"please, I'm.. im sorry"

"d..don't say stuff like that please.. I don't wanna lose you.."

"I'm sorry I won't.."

"Promise..?"

"I promise.."

"W..Where do you wanna go?"

"The park?"

"Okay.."

Sakusa knew Atsumu was mad at him he was quiet the whole ride there he didn't want to make it worse so he kept quiet too. About 10 minutes until they are to the park Atsumu finally talked..

"omi."

"hm?"

"What kind of cancer do you have?

"Leukemia"

"So blood cancer?"

"yea"

"so that means you can't play volleyball.."

"yea.."

Atsumu sighs "is that all?"

"Huh"

"Like the symptoms."

"Bleeding, Shortness of breath, Weakness, Red spots on Skin, Fevers..I think there's more but I don't remember, my head hurts"

[Atsumu's POV]

I'm guessing that one of them too

[End of Atsumu's POV]

"We are here"

"Okay"

They both get out of the car and meet each other
in the front Atsumu grabs Sakusa's hand and begins to walk. Atsumu showed Sakusa new stuff they had in the park. Sakusa wasn't able to hide  his smile from Atsumu. Atsumu was happy to see Sakusa laugh and smile at his horrible flirting skills. Even though Atsumu was sad he tried to make Sakusa smile. They sat at the park bench and put his knees to his chest and closed his eyes

"Omi-Kun are you alright? Your breathing loud"

"Im..I'm fine I just need a break.."

"Okay" Atsumu takes out his phone and went to Safari to look up leukemia symptoms, he starts to read what other people experienced and got to the part about ~red spots on skin.~ He looked down at Sakusa ankles and wrists to see if he can see any marks. He can't see anything because Sakusa is covering up a lot of skin. He looks up at Sakusa neck and sees a...a bruise? Or a hickey?

"Omi what happened to your neck"

"hm?  What do you mean" Sakusa slowly lefts up his head and rubs his neck

"Is something on me" he looks at Atsumu in confusion

"N.. Well yea there's a mark"

"huh? It's probably what I was telling you about earlier"

"mhm.." Sakusa could tell that Atsumu was in more pain than him but by hearing his voice

"How are you so calm omi.."

"Huh what do you mean?"

"This is your first time being really sick?"

"Yea why?"

"How are you calm??"

"I..I don't really know, I feel like someone is waiting for me there.."

"in heaven?"

"Yea.."

"Do you know anyone that died like a best friend?"

"Atsu I only talk to your friends and my teammates I have no other friends"

"Oh so it's her.. your.. your mom.."

"mhm.."

"what was she like?"

" I don't really remember she died when I was 9, I don't have that good memories with her I guess.."

"Oh.."

"Komori said she was pretty.."

"Have you seen any pictures of her?"

"I tried, but you know my dad he gets mad when I bring up her, I found a book about her and my dad.."

"And?"

"My dad saw me reading it and he took it.."

Sakusa start to tear up but he's holding them back

"And burned it.. She was nothing to him.. just another hoe it him he would say.."

"I honestly don't think your dad deserves you. Your different.."

"Different?"

"Yea your perfect.."

"No one is perfect Atsu"

"Only you.."

"hmph!"

"I bet your mom was pretty like you" Atsumu grabs Sakusa's hand and kisses it

"Probably.."

"Wanna go home?"

"Sure, btw you suck at flirting"

"HEY! NO I DONT"

"Whatever you say Atsu."