"Don't worry, I'm fine" - Shigadabi

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TW (Attempted suicide, Self harm and Violence (Being shoved and kicked) Yelling/swearing)

(In this they are not villains) 

Shigaraki POV:

"Gosh dang it! Stop being so fucking stupid!" His words echoed through out my head, Lemme take you back a step so you understand why I am being yelled at...

"Oi Crusty, Get me a drink will ya'?" I rolled my eyes and headed toward the bar, Why do I even do his stupid requests, I'm the boss aren't I? Ugh I guess its like a force just constantly making me do his orders. I snap out of my thoughts and pour some water into Dabis "Favourite glass" like why does he call it that? Its just a ordinary glass, I start walking over and I trip,

 Great... Toga has a tendency to leave stuff everywhere so I tripped over what looks to be a shoe... "Dude! That was my favourite glass!" He raises his voice "Mm I'm sorry..." I mumble out "I can't fucking hear you, speak up!?" "I said I'm sorry" I rolled my eyes and started to get up, But that ended up in him just shoving me back down, "Look at me in the eyes Shigaraki" He pulled me by the chin, I stare up at him "Why did you break my glass?" A hint of impatience in his voice "Well, I- Uh- Tripped on something" I said loud enough for him to hear, "And?! You could have just looked where you were going" "I-I'm sorry I-" "ENOUGH! Oh my god do you ever shut up?!" I stayed silent "Answer me freak!" "Y-you told me to shut u-up" "Gosh dang it! Stop being so fucking stupid" Every thing just stopped as memories of my family started to flow back, The man I have feelings for yelling at me, Tears pricked my eyes but I wasn't gonna let him see me cry, Suddenly I felt  a sharp pain in my nose to notice that Dabi just kicked me right in the face, I quickly kicked him in the crouch and ran up the stairs towards my room, I locked my door and rummaged through my draws...

(Another TW since this is where the self harming and Suicide will come in)

I gripped my knife and rolled my sleeve, Old cuts and recent cuts, I dragged the knife against my skin as more thoughts came in but soon enough my wrist was coated in blood, Yet the pain didn't go away so I did the next thing I could think of, I grabbed two bottles of pills incase one isn't enough, I started to put them in my mouth and swallowed them raw, I started to sweat so I on instinct started scratching my neck, I continue taking more and more until, Everything goes black and I fall down onto the floor in a crash.


Dabi POV:

I am sitting on the couch with Toga as Kurogiri cleans shot glasses and twice is on the separate chair watching TV "We called for Shigaraki like 5 minutes ago? Why isn't he here" Asked Kurogiri, "I dunno know Toga go get him" I said "Why meee" She whined "Cause you're the most annoying and he will most likely wake up" She rolled her eyes and headed up the stairs. After a minute she runs into her knife room and then back up, After about a minute we hear a high pitched scream, We all run up the stairs to see a horrifying sight, Shigaraki, Laying on the floor, his wrists coated in blood along with his neck, a empty bottle of pills and a half empty bottle pouring onto the floor "Fuck..." I run over to him and place my fingers onto his wrist ignoring the blood "He still has a pulse but barely "Someone call a ambulance NOW!" I yell at them.

I hear sirens as I cradle the smaller male in my arms "Please be okay Tomura..." I hear paramedics run in so I pick him up and exit the room with the pill bottles in hand, I can hear Kurogiri talking with the people so I lay Tomura on the couch and they walk over and examine, I pass them the pill bottles so they know what he overdosed on, They get him into the ambulance and I start pacing "This wouldn't have happened if I didn't yell at him" I mumble under my breath,

A few hours pass and my phone starting ringing from a unknown number "Hello?" I mumble out my voice still hoarse from crying "Is this uh- Dabi?" I hear a man say? "Uh yes hello" "Hi, Tomura Shigaraki would like to see you so if you can head to the hospital 4th floor, Room 301-" I hung up and bolted to my car almost 5 minutes later I arrive at the building, I race up 3 flights of stairs until I am at the 4th floor and I run down to his room, "Ah hello Dabi, Here he wanted to see you first" Tears prick my eyes as I walk through, I notice no one else is there and the doctor has shut the door, "I-I am so so sorry S-shigaraki I shouldn't have-" I say in between sobs, "Come here" He whispers, I feel his cold fingertips against my cheeks and he wipes away my tears, "I-its alright, I-I forgive you" "Why... Why do you forgive me... Its my fault you are here, Its might fault you have a broken nose, Its my- " I felt his finger touch my lip, "My mind makes things worse than they seem heh..." I place my hand on his cheek and I look down at his lips, I tilt my head as if I am asking if its alright to kiss him and he replies with a subtle nod, I place my lips on his and I finally understand why I was so aggressive towards him, I was raised in a house where the only "Love" I knew of was from my dad which was aggressive so thats what I did to tomura because of love... I pull away and stare into his eyes, I look down at his arms to see scars upon scars and IVs in him, I feel like crying till I look up and see a faint smile on his lips

"Don't worry, I'm fine" 

(1065 words) And thats done! I am back from the dead and here with some semi Shigadabi angst please leave some (Semi detailed) requests cause I never have ideas :)

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