Xiumin

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Xiumin/Minseok Hyung

My dear baozi


I'm on my way to the airport. I saw Tao crying. I feel awful hyung. I don't wanna him. I don't wanna leave any of you. I'm glad he has you guys. But I know you hyung. You're gonna hide all your emotions. I wish I could tell you not to do that.



I heard your voice mails. They stopped. Right after Suho last letter. I didn't listen to them till last night. I couldn't do it hyung. Last night I cried. I couldn't stop myself. I'm sorry for making you cry. I wish I could tell you how sorry I am.



I'm sorry Yifan. I shouldn't have stopped. I gave up. I'm sorry



I saw your interview today. You looked really happy.  But I know you hyung. Hyung you promised me you wouldn't take the burden of everything. Please talk to the boys. They love you.



Nation's pick! Hyung I'm so proud of you guys! You did it! I wish I could congratulate you but you wouldn't really want to see me.



Of course we wanted to see you. We wanted you to be there with us.



Hyung you looked so cool! How do you manage to look younger than me! It's not fair!



You won't stop with that will you.



My schedules got cancelled so that I can rest and prepare for my visit to Korea. I don't know if I'm ready to come back.

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