一緒 (together) - ethan nestor x reader

seventeen ☆ - kisses

when you two finished eating and left, and got into his car, the air felt off and different. you finally said, "i'm sorry. i just... get jealous really easy. i know you weren't being romantic or anything but my brain perceives it at so."

ethan turned and look at you beside him. he shook his head, in a sad little way, looking back at the road. "it's okay. i understand, (y/n). i was very touchy with them considering i barely knew them for, like, two seconds. just know hun that i.."

"you what?" you tilted your head at him with a half hearted smile.

he took your hand for the first time since he let go of it to get up and take the pictures with... them.

"this."

you relaxed into the seat. it felt good to hold his hand, even if the air was uncomfortable. you squeezed it. he squeezed back.

you chuckled. "here. this means i love you!" you squeezed his hand three time while tapping the top of his hand with your thumb as you did so. he looked over at you for a split second. he started to look like his normal happy self again.

"yeah? well what's 'kiss me' then?" he asked.

you squeezed his hand twice. "ah. i see," he said. you two drove for another minute before he found a field-ish, non highway, less populated part of the road and pulled over on the side.

he squeezed your hand twice.

"ethan-"

"you know you want to kiss me."

it was true enough. you did want to kiss him. you almost always did.

you unbuckled yourself from the seat and sat down on top of him. you didn't want to have sex with him in the car or anything, but it was so much easier to kiss him while you were close to him.

he smiled and put his hands on your lower back. "you're cute, getting all cozy on me."

"you're cuter in that stupidly adorable hoodie," you mumbled.

"don't call my hoodie stupid," he giggled like a little boy and kissed you. he only spent half a minute on your lips. he worked down your chin, neck, collarbone, leaving small, light hickeys, more on your collarbone.

outside, cars whizzed by, trucks disrupted peace, trees rustled, it even drizzled rain for a couple minutes. but ethan nestor was on your mind and he didn't want to leave.

finally, you let go of his lips. and hugged him. it felt good being in his arms. you felt yourself subconsciously run your hands down his back and rub your body slowly against his.

"since you called my hoodie stupid, i'm allowed to say this. you're so stupidly adorable." eef said into your ear.

"don't call me stupid." you responded, with a smile.