一緒 (together) - ethan nestor x reader

twenty six ☆ - oh ana

you laid the dress flat on the ground. ethan called mark, who came running down the stairs, and on seeing what you two were doing, started laughing. "he's in?" he inquired. you nodded.

"can you get me scissors, sharpie, and uhm.. a knife, i suppose?" you asked. mark went off to the kitchen and came back a minute later with the items you requested.

"okay, wait. maybe we should do this outside away from the dogs." ethan said, "and hardwood floor."

you agreed. mark picked up the dress, whime you held the tools, and ethan help the dogs away from the door.

you put the dress down once again on the flat concrete around mark's partially unused pool. finally, ethan lays out the tools.

"i think," ethan said, looking around like he was making a grand announcement, "(y/n) should do the honours."

"(y/n)," mark picked up the scissors and handed them to you. "go ahead."

but you had other plans. you took the sharpie, opened the cap, and while the fumes wafted out and hit your nose, you wrote a giant "FUCK" over the chest area of the dress.

then it was time to get down to business. with a combined effort of all three of you, you ripped, tore, cut, and stained the dress over and over again.

in the middle of it, ethan walked away for a moment and came back with his phone and started playing, of all songs, "oh ana" by mother mother. the line "i'll play god" resonated. you were playing god over your emotions right now. getting rid of the bad ones.

finally, it seemed as though there was nothing else to do. there were cuss words and sexual innuendos written all over the dress, especially prominent, a big ol' "CUM" written across the back, and drawn nipples and piercings where'd they'd normally be on either side of the original "fuck" on the chest.

"can you fucking believe it," ethan said, looking down at the strange mess project you three had created, "that we just destroyed 500 dollars?"

you smiled. "yeah. and don't worry about paying me back. i couldn't care less."

you sat down on the grass beside the concrete and looked down at the grass. there were small dandelions trying to survive.

they reminded you of how you tried to survive your dark thoughts and kept pushing through. if only you knew how happy you'd be.

(a/n): a little shorter chapter today ! i just wanted to say thank you for all your constant love and support, i love all of you that comment, vote, even just reading helps my motivation :) once again, love you all 💗💗/gen /p