Putting a gun to my head and pulling the trigger
Relief floats my body and I'm feeling lighter
Lost all sense of control
See the dominoes fall
While the universe spins
Way out of my reach
The brain tries to process what the mind used to dream of
Perception warping, just a product of tradeoffs
Securities lost and some others found
In the emptiness lingering all around
I see life floating by, imagination runs wild
In the last of my moments suddenly holding on tight
To the physical world, to feeling and thought
To the endless ordeal
The existence I sought
The one from which
I tried to heal
