Raspberry cake「Hanji x reader」✔

7.

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Hanji and I sat still in the Infimary. They sat on the bed holding onto the white sheets gentle while I sat on the chair beside that bed. We had got ourselves in a conversation that didn't let us go. Which felt so good in some way. As I wandered with my eyes through the room they fell on the windows. As I saw through them I saw dark grey clouds covering the usual blue sky.

I saw strong winds going through the trees that were in front of the windows of the room. I let my gaze wander slowly back to Hanji. They didn't replied to anything.

I looked at them, over my body went a cold shiver. I felt paralyzed and paranoid by this storm. They were completely calm and smiling at me. "Seems like there's a heavy storm upcoming.." they spoke up trailing off against the end. That worsened my bad feeling even more. I tried to find assurance in their eyes but it didn't worked. "Seems so huh?" I smiled ironically. I let my eyes slip of them and sat up. I went over to their bed set at the edge of it.

I let myself fall on the white sheets with my back and my head colliding with the sheets. I sighed closing my eyes while by the looks of the peace and quietness a break was okay. I looked up to the cellar and what I saw there didn't surprised me in the smallest.

Everywhere the same, I smiled to myself. With every second where I starred at the cellar my gaze turned more bored. "And how's the view?" I heard a voice. It was Hanji's voice, I first didn't replied, I didn't said anything. After some while of staring there I looked at them. "Alright, could be better.. but there's a way more beautiful sight." I replied admitting it was a usual sight but not that usual was something else. I turned my head to the cellar as I trailed off to compliment the other sight my eyes had catched a interest off.

Hanji got her crutches out while I was laying on the bed feeling lazy. A hair streak fell into my face, blocking my eyesight slightly. Just as I wanted to blow it away with a small breeze someone shove it away behind my ear. I sat up in a fraction and saw Hanji smiling.

I went over to them and we went to their room. On the way were we started messing around. They told me some things about Titans and I honestly just loved it. I liked that she pit that much passion in something just like me into cooking. I opened the door to their room and closed it afterwards. They put their crutches away and sat down.

I heard a knock on the wodden door. A male ravenette peeked in between door and doorframe. The door was  surrounded with the grip of his fingers. With a bored facial expression all over his face.

"Hey four eyes, I think your visitor won't be able to go home tonight." he remarked, before he almost closed most likely, in his case shutted the door. Hanji smiled bright, "Leviiiii! You came to to see how I'm doing, so nice thank you!" They waved. He twitched his eyes and closed the door with a strong bang. I raised a brow at his so seeming behaviour and attitude.

I was interested what this could be defined as. I turned myself to Hanji. They showed me different studies over the night, they talked to me and I showed or told them about different ideas I was about to try.

They're bright eyes started to light up everytime they were getting new information. The face full of expressions was magical for me. 

The dark of the night was fading in their room by the latern with a little flame in there. The sourrounding of the room was lightened up with the light. I sat in a cross-legged position with my hands laying on my thighs. I hold in my expression curiousity that I kept inside of me until now.

After a while my eyes kept darting on to the window. The heavy storm that raged outside in anger. Only about to let it all of in the deep clouds. The radical movements of the trees that were able to be seen made me nervous.

As it began to rain, I leaned against the wall. The wind was howling in the kept up guard of the darkness. They felt as if they were just waiting to devour me. From feet to head, with flesh and blood.

The thunders striked into the ground with the agression of a gun shot piercing through the chest. My eyes widened still sticking with the sudden shock. I felt a cold shiver finding a way into my body turning all if my veins cold. My blood freezed as I heard another growling of the storm.

"Do you.. fear thunders?" they asked me in a bit of a unsure tone. I noticed that they tried their best to emphasize with me in that moment. I raised my head with the different fears hitting on me. I felt my throat going dry with every remaining second. "I don't like thunders.." I admitted to them. While I trailed off with a quiet voice I lowered my eyes.

They neared theirselves with their body to me. I felt the stroke of a soft feeling hand on my cheek. I wanted first to push it away but then my mind didn't bothered itself by not doing anything. I raised my eyes up from the white sheet.

They still didn't stopped stroking my cheeks. "Shh.." they said shushing. They're voice calmed my hectic soul that was trying to find the right peace. "Everyone fears something, y'know~" They chirped quiet. Looking straight into my lost eyes without a small sign of hesitation.

In them I saw in that moment more than truly a person that was giving me comfort. I just didn't need to say much to them. They seemed to completely understand.

They smiled at me before letting my cheek go. Their hand layed on their left leg. Over Hanji's face was a question painted. "Come here and cuddle yourself at me if you like to."

I did as I was asked. I just wanted some time to let myself rest just without anything letting me feel uncomfortable.