Raspberry cake「Hanji x reader」✔

10.

||| Y/n L/n |||

In the last time we had started to talk way more than I ever thought it was going to happen. Often they asked me for certain things just like small questions or options. Whenever they were free or had nothing to do on a free day we sat in the cafe in the lunch break. Eating a piece of a pie, drinking from time to time each of our favorite tea flavors.

I often finished them while they were boiling to a pleasant temparature. I questioned them something and in exchange they were free to ask me anything too.

Often the scientist answered joyful from clapping exited into their hand blushing deep in surprise though there was most times still such a excitement over their face.

I loved those midday breaks, evenings or whatever it was. I was feeling light headed at such days. Never in a bad way, but as if a small cloud of extra happiness was surrounding me.

In exhchange that they put their trust in me, I told them part for part of my most idiotic childhood memories or decisions. Every time they started laughing the world lightened up for me in small pieces.

Hanji just told me something about a officer screaming at her for being a pain in his 'ass'. Which was ridicoulus of the person since I couldn't judge her past self but, I could claim that they weren't like that.

"Like are you sure? I swear to god—there are people who could less scream at you for being a pain in the butt." I chuckled light. They smiled at me after they told me the story. Their life was just filled with such stories. They were having their use to humanity just in my eyes.

Though I really wasn't sure if everytime I let them go on a expedition I wasn't way to worried to not be a friend. Or most likely worry more about her than a friend probably would.

Somewhere at the point in the morning Hanji came to me. First I had questioned myself what they wanted on such a day, but soon I found out why. Just as they started asking me for a advice for the studies about the Titans.

I agreed and they let a stack of books and white papers filled with notes on them fell on the table. With a small thumb, it wasn't exaggerated when I said I was impressed.

I had suggested them some ideas which soon started to play out as something different than that. We had started talking until the early evening of the day.

This was a surprise to me. That the day had passed by so fast. I messed a bit around with the food that was still laying in front of me.

Something came into my mind as I saw the chocolate brown bright eyes. I bit on my lips afterwards it turned to pursuing. A question was going down my back, "Hanji?" I asked them. At the sound of their name their pupils enlarged. I felt way more attention on myself than I thought.

Their gaze raised up from the food direct into my face. The more they started listening to me I felt kind of strange. They tilted their head slightly with a questioning face. I straightened my back while I put my hands on my tighs.

I hold onto them thighter with different types of feelings that were nervousness. The blood in my veins freezed. "How long has it been since you've come by the first time?" I whispered half asleep, half embarassed.

My hands were holding with most of the weight my head. I hadn't felt that much anxiety deep in my veins since Hanji had injured themselve. The index finger layed on their lips with a slight interest on her face.

They thought about it for some seconds, every second got me more into panic. "I think almost something about a year?" they answered with a question in reply.

"Wow.." I said letting the surprise in my face fully taken over. Just as I heard this I first didn't wantded to believe it, but than I realized the year with Hanji had passed faster by than I had actually in my inner clock. My sense of time was having a total defct, but that was the least thing I worried about.

Back out of my thoughts I tried putting my concentration as well my attention to Hanji. This wasn't as easy as I first thought my mind started flickering off the metal goal I had set. The sun rays where touching my skin with a warm feeling.

My eyes felt blindfolded by the situation. I tried holding it back with my hand covering my eyes from the sun and the light.

"Tell me Y/n, in the first place how would you ever go out with someone?" They asked blowing a hair streak away. The brown messy hair fell out of their face. I tilted my head in confusion.

I put my thumb at my bottom lip and thought seriously about it. "In the first place, like I don't know much.. maybe do something you both like doing. But why are you asking me this in the first place?" I replied with a frown forming on my face.

They corrected their glassed and their left hand had bring out a white sheet of paper. Which I assumed some notes standing on there. Their face expression formed into a brightly colored excited world. They pursed their lips.

They were probably on something again.

"Well I honestly don't know that much about love... so~ I asked some people I knew about it. Like shorty and Moblit–" they cut themselve off. I raised a eyebrow at the nickname, I took out of context that Levi was meant with it.

"Love seems to be a feeling that lets you make crazy things or choices you would usual probably question. It is something that keeps you sometimes going, that needs time to bloom. Sometimes it just gives you this warm feeling in your stomach which people like to call 'butterflies in the stomach'.
One the same time it can give you a good feeling or pain over something that you wouldn't feel when you didn't loved any people in general or would get close to them." They read out. I listened through the time. My eyes could direct towards Hanji since the sun had moved. I chuckled just as a question came into my mind.

"And how much of this was from Moblit?" I questioned interested. A smirk build up over my face.

I eyed onto their chocolate brown eyes with a smile. They were still hidden behind the white thin layer.
Hanji's had peeked up from the notes.
They moved their head in the next moment from the right to the left side.

They seemed as if they were counting some things in. "Moblit told me almost everything while shorty—well he was being shorty and gave me the last sentence.." They slowly trailed off, but I started chuckling. The room felt enlightened after this conversation.

"I really like your personality Hanji."