Raspberry cake「Hanji x reader」✔

9.

||| Y/n L/n |||

The scientist had started coming by more often in the last weeks. Especially they weren't allowed to go after their duties. Probably another reason to find some kind of a small reason to take away unnecessary boredom. I was happy about that, my heart especially.

We started talking more and about way more different topics. The room was mostly filled with chuckling as if I had found someone who was my new best friend.

"Ok uh- sweets or milk in the morning?" I asked snickering. They placed their thumb and their index finger on the chin. Hanji frowned, on her glasses a small reflection of the sunlight. "That's a hard question, but I'd probably choose.. milk!" They exclaimed cheerful. Almost falling of their chair, I only let a even softer chuckle fade out of my mouth.

As they had proper balance again, I raised a eyebrow cause they still hadn't reasoned themselves for this decision. "Cause milk is more healthy plus it's good for the body especially the bones nutrient." they explained theirselves. For me and my ears it sounded reasonable why they had anwsered

They stretched out their arms and took another sip of the tea. "Ok, my turn~" they let a bitter sweet smile of their lips slide. While I was already breaking my cute head into peaces how scientist said,  I thought of which way to take it was the right way. Even just thinking about this that much was making me feel frustrated. Their

Index finger on the lips, still thinking got me on different thoughts. "Rather having baby kittens laying on your forehead or a puppy?"

"Uh—that's a good question, but hard to answer, let's say, it depends on the situation..." I muttered. My voice had trailed off into thoughts. I sat still on the.chair. Taking a small sip on the sweet tea cup I had in my hand.

I bit on my lip, "a grown up dog later on, one who would be really big would be a pain, but I could train the dog probably not to sleep on my head. A grown up cat would just be a fuzzy thing on the forehead with a big weight." I explained before coming to an accect coclusion as anwser.

I put my knive and my fork to the side. To think about this was more complicated than I thought. I felt how my face turned from a lightned up into a thoughtful one.

I crossed my legs over one another while my head stilll didn't wanted to give a anwser. I put my hand in front of my mouth which I first didn't noticed. I just started noticing my emberassing moves as Hanji started chuckling. My cheeks turned into a furious crimson tone that was unable to be controlled. Which I once preffered in such a stupid situation.

They leaned their cheek on the right arm that ws supported by the ellbow. They smiled sweet at me. "Don't shatter your thoughts at this question." Hanji teased. I could swear to god this person made me blush more furiously than I could barely breath.

I wanted really to ask them a question but I didn't felt like I was in the position for it. My eyes fell on my almost empty tea cup. I lifted it up, taking a small sip with a good taste leaving my tongue.

I directed my eyes to them. I felt how I again grew way to shy about this question to them. It just had been to long since I actually was feeling this sort of things like embarrassment.

They bit on their lip giving their eyesight to the the sight then directing it on me. I felt the pair if eyes piercing through me while the body was directed in my direction too. I hold my breath together since I had a feeling it would might get out of hand.

"I have a question, when I'm honest, which is private. And it's mostly a thing I might shouldn't ask." They said with a pout in their voice. They corrected their glasses and I tilted my head in confusion. This had tooken my interest. There was barely a second from this point on where I couldn't build up way more attention to them. With my ears pricked up I looked at them with bright eyes.

They seemed to make really sure what a question this might could have been. I raised a brow deep in my mind questioning what if this was actually something wrong...

I let my eyes slid of onto the hair streak with which I was playing. As I noticed they were about to answer the question my attention fell back on the brunette with the glasses. "So.. this might sound now weird—" they started playing around with their fingers. I chuckled softly, their nervousness was nothing I could ignore.

"But~ well what has your partner in your imagination to be like?" I felt myself surprised by this. I tensed up at the surprise. I let a loud hmm escape my lips. I stopped crossing my legs over each other and started seriously thinking about it.

"Ahh—there you've got me off guard.." I muttered embarrassed looking down on my shoes while rubbing the back of my head. "I guess first of all as long as the character is how do I say that attractive to me the gender isn't important in the first place? I don't know how to define it exactly.. But help where do I start.. it's not much I am expecting from my partner be it a he/she/them. I only want loyalty, honesty and someone who listens to me and well has trust in me.. that's it."

I didn't felt good by speaking out this thoughts I had. They looked at me surprised with a 'o' shape formed on their mouth. Just by now their natural lips that looked like a mix between pink and red was shining in my eyes. They were looking so soft, fascinating me.

As Hanji wasn't looking at me, her attention on the things that weren't forward of her they were sideways. I slapped my cheeks slight to let me stop thinking about it.  Had it been in cause that I had spend so much time with one person?

They turned their body from the side again to me with their face wearing a small smile. "Well I was interested in this for a reason my little Y/n~" They chirped happily. As if it was literally nothing that slid out of their mouth. I felt irritated by her words. I could had sworn to myself I imagined by myself she said my.

The other thing was something usual do them they were like that even if people were apparently taller than them. Which was kinda funny. I saw it saying Hanji towards Mike or the Commander Erwin.

By listening to my own mind. I just decided to ignore the part decent in peace.