It's been years since I thought of her. The way her hair smelled the way she smiled the way she laughed at the jokes that weren't even funny. She was super supportive and I should've been supportive of her. If only she could see me now. .... This book is part of a series called suicidal, the notebook, and insanity. I haven't been on Wattpad lately due to life taking a tole on me and the support of the suicidal series have made my life so much better. I am in a good place now and I wanna give you an update on little Shawny. Idk how long imma make this So please enjoy!