Have you ever sunk so low that you actually feel relieved knowing that it can't possibly get any worse? Well, I have... Many times. I lost everything. My family, my future, my home... I swore I would never depend on anyone ever again. He swore nothing will ever tie him down. He said he has ghosts. I told him I have fears. But I fell for him slowly and deeply and now I don't know how to be without him. And he fed on me gently and steadily and now he won't let go. Everybody warned me. They said he'll never stay. Yet, here he is. I said I'll never fall. I said my heart will never break. Yet, here I am. My name is Alison Lewis, and all I want is to start over. #thewattys2021 Shortlist and #FEATURED on Wattpad Chicklit, New Adult and Psychological Novel #official reading lists.