KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! My past came knocking on the door, I struggled and struggled, Pushed and pushed but it was still there, not leaving, why's it not leaving? KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! It knocks some more. let me be free, I want to be happy, I want to be happy!! I screamed until I couldn't anymore. BANG!! BANG!! BANG!! "Let me in, you are nothing without me" It says banging on the door and breaking it slowly. The scars ain't healing, Why's it not healing? It still sting, I can still feel the pain. I collapsed on the floor crawling into a ball my body trembling from fright. It hurts, it fricking hurts so much, but I'm smiling because I don't want to worry you with my problems, Even though I'm slowly breaking, dying from the inside. Your concerns are unwarranted. I don't deserve them. So I push it all down, Put a bright smile on my face, and hope to survive. I miss the old me but, that's never coming back, God, I wish I could go back, but there's no point in wanting what's already dead. I try to block the whisper with my hands over my ears, but it's already in the room. Chained, bruised and beaten. With nowhere to run.