Tee stared into Ryan's eyes. She tried to read his feelings but she couldn't. He was just so hard. She got up and left. Ryan slowly turned to look at her. He smirked and walked up into his room. "Carmen. I don't understand Ryan. Heck, I don't even understand myself. I look into his eyes and see a Psychotic, Traumatized boy stained by his past and shamed by his future. He's rude, obnoxious and a huge jerk. He pretends in front of adults and act all nice and innocent. But he isn't. He is a monster. " Then she turned to look at Carmen and stared her straight in the eye. "Carmen? Then why do I still love him?"