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"Get back on the bed."
Even though Adonis just fucked me, I'm intimidated, which is something I hate. I wrap men around my finger and leave them with hard-ons for a living. I'm Mistress, Baby Girl, Honey, I am whatever dr...
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It was a bad idea, to think I could stop.
Bad idea! By girl in red
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It’s funny how you can go so long without something in your life.
But the moment you get that thing, you become addicted.
I am spellbound and enchained by an emotion I have never felt before. Body restless but satisfied and I fight to breathe normally. Adonis lays beside me and I force myself not to look at him, the air is filled with tension. Nothing has been extinguished, a stupid part of me thought that it would be easy to move on after the show ended. Shake hands and deposit the checks, but it is a lie.
The tension and desire are still there, if anything, it has gotten worse. The floodgates have been opened and there is no going back. I don’t like this feeling, uncontrollable and desiring for more. One thing I have never had in my life is control. Decisions were always made for me and made to seem as if they were the best ones for me.
I felt like I was living the life that other people wanted me to. Using me as a second chance to make the right decisions but not letting me make my own. It was suffocating and when everything went to hell, I left and vowed to never lose control again.
I said goodbye to the life that made me feel weak and unwanted. And I entered a world of sin and corruption. But even with the downfalls of this new world, I've never felt stronger. Until this moment, I have never felt anything like this before and it scares me.
Adonis.
It is easy to think about a goodbye until it comes before you. It is different from what I imagined it would be and now it cannot be avoided. The god demands my devotion. Even if I don’t want to admit it to myself, a part of me loves the way that this feels, this warmth is something I have never held with anyone else.
Throughout my life, I have learned time and again that good things always come to an end, there is no point in getting my hopes up. Every time I do the person leaves, the feelings fade, and I am left all alone. This is business and it has to stay that way.
Adonis and I don’t speak, still panting for air and I curl my fists around the sheets. My heart is still pounding and I have no words to describe how it feels between my legs. Our cum dripping out of my swollen pussy and onto the bed below. I keep my eyes closed, too scared to face him, this is more than what I bargained for.
I can’t let him see me like this. He said it best, we fuck, he leaves, and we get our money.
My movement catches Adonis’s eye as I stand up, gritting my teeth from the pain it causes but I hold my head high. I won’t act any different, I can continue to play my part until he’s gone. I act unaffected, walking my naked ass to my vanity and throwing my robe back on. I almost cry out when the silk brushes my sensitive nipples, the flesh feels hot and used from his mouth.
